Smile~

so.

2012-02-08T20:10:00.004+08:00

i sprained my ankle again.

2 days ago had this gut feeling i'd sprain it hahahah. oh well. there's more to this.

so so so busy recently. the more work i have the stoner i become somehow. aish gtg so many things to do. hell everywhere.

bye.

actually the only reason i don't break down is probably because i don't have the time to think. so yes, my original plan is working in a way. not sure if i can keep this up anymore though.

so hi..

2012-01-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

damn lazy and kinda tired too, shall blog in point form hehheh.

hmm sprained my ankle ytd.. don't know what to feel. zoe also! D:

didn't tell my parents.. and they didn't notice! either i act really well or they're just oblivious..

first time i sat and watched today :O

half day today due to 9.1 msg *school pride*! though didn't feel like half day at all..

thenn ah, jar's surprise today!!! hehe she was touched yo touched~~! she cried :P so easy one leh she aiyo x)

ate and stuff.. admit my french toast was fail uhh cos i on the fire too big! D:

nominated for oai heh, together with like half the COALs people heh. 3C had 10! zai or what 8D

i like jar's book 8)

and yes i'm always tired why hmm. i'm just tired like this. ahhhhhhh

only one in class haven't handin compo whoopsie ><

ok imma bathe now bye

bye!

Last 20 minutes of the first day of 2012.

2012-01-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

hi. so i deleted tha "First day of 2012." cos i didn't like how it turned out/sounded. heheh.

it's 1140 now. 20 minutes to the end of the first day of the year. 20 minutes to the end of any other day, actually. not gonna hope for anything more cos i don't feel ready to put in anymore. this is the feeling of freedom from committment yknow? of how nothing matters more than to live and let live. can i live like this forever? can i live for living? and be happy about it too. not going to make any new year's resolutions cos i know i'll just fail at all of them at the end anwz :P not gonna make promises to myself that i'll just end up breaking. but an interesting thing i read in a comic strip on lifestyle this morning; new year's resolutions are rarely fufilled but at least writing them down gives you a feel of what you need to change about yourself. or smth like that hehe. yada yada. so hmmm one resolution. general, vague but still largely applicable. not to make the same mistakes again. life's too short to make the same mistakes twice, afterall. i'll be this is one of the things i won't manage to accomplish at the end of the year (like every other new year resolution of mine..) but still, it'sa start :B and while i'm at it, to stop procrastinating too. haha but well probably can't stop procrastinating to settle on a time to think about how to stop procrastinating. hurhur.

hmm and i think i only start work around 3 on a daily basis. if my entire day's free and i have loads of work to do, that is. regardless yknow i tell ya. even if i wake upo at 8 some how i will manage to laze around until 11 then lunch and laze around and procrastinate somemore until 3 then officially start on a wee bit of work. and even then, my efficiency is a snail's crawl-ishly slow. i fail max man. but at night i do get more stuff accomplished, surprisingly or not surprisingly. maybe cos they're no distractions and all. but what distractions do i even have man o-o i just sit and stone during the day o,O so yesssss, this whole crap of a paragraph is my excuse for only completing my ss essay today. i am poopishly slow i admit. and there will be no more excuses for the work i will/will not be doing. was supposed to finish ss compo zuowen yyw tingli today. hahahaha 20% done and going strong. in the mean time, i'm up for a short nap.. just a few minutes.. zzz.

hahahaha amazing how i lapsed into narrative there x) and this is why, ladies and gentlemen, why i get lost in my mind sometimes. sometimes i think i do live in my own world like zothetall ahaha xD this is happier than that previous post yay :B hmmm as i have mentioned (and deleted) i'm in 3C :o kinda excited and all contrary to popular belief hahaha. 90% emotionless 9% excited 1% terrified. keep thinking today got sch alr hahaha. wonder if i'll be close to anyone.. but there's always my work plan to keep meh going. when all else fails, work. it'll be an absolutely mind-numbing experience, i promise you.

funny how i have these weird urges all the time. i mean like sudden wants to go out with people. sudden mood for work. the work mind was just there. now it's gone but i feel it coming back again. *pray may you accompany me throughout the night* rn i wanna melt into one of those naps-turned-hibernation things but i cannot do that *sternface*. there is no choice but to.. work.

or maybe a little nap won't kill eh? *wink* bye!

i don't like how this sounds too but definitely prefer it to the other post hurhur.

2011-12-29T19:48:00.001+08:00

fucking screw this man.

today better be productive D:

2011-12-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

hurhur nao isn't it weird to be posting that at 11pm heh.

welllll heh fell asleep again ytd didn't do maths ahhhhhhhhhhh. gonna die gonna die well i say that everyday don't i :P but the more i draggg the more dyish things gets ok D: it strikes me that we gonna know our classes in 3 days. THREE DAYS. like it or not, your class is something that will affect your future, your social life, your relationships and well pretty much how you have to act around everyone. please let me go somewhere with people i'm comfortable with *cross fingers* if you're reading this, you know who you are :p haha anwwww hopefully we all get to someplace that we'd like. though as i say that i already know it isn't possible sigh. wanna go to the lit class D:< that's what i really want to do and that's where all the cool people are.. haha no lah there're just so many people i already know there i guess. been posting alot this few days. suddenly got the mooooood hoho.

i'm blog hopping rn hehheh. dear readers, do you ever wonder if i stalk your blog? :P i wonder if anyone stalks mineeee. i was wondering, what if i had a different style. what if i posted differently, typed less maybe, more pictures? that'd be cool. but that's not meeeee. once i start writing (typing) i literally can't stop sigh. good or bad habit? you decide. that's why exam also lahhhh all my essays super long no substance one D: that's smth i don't likee. things having so many words but no actual content. if my work becomes like this one day i might just self stab Dx oh before i veer off topic, i actually like reading different people's blogs sometimes for the style over coontent. yknow people write differently and deco their posts differently and stuff so i think it's really cool to see the different kinds. anw if i visit your blog frequently be honoured (even if you don't know it :P) cos my standards are quite high! there must be sth i like about yours ;)

ahhh i forgot what i wanted to say now. see inspiration just comes and goes like that sigh. oh right did i mention how i like my iphone cover :> i did right whoops. okkk i rmbed heh just now went out alone with my sis for the first time can you believe it HAHA fail i know whoops. we went to cp to buy some ingredients cos she wanna bakeeee! and dinner too. and well other stuff hoho. then i picked up an ez link card and returned it to the passenger service yay imma good citizen *beams* 8D then ahhh buying dinner wah my sis so annoying *scornface* i mean not in the literal sense but ah i ask her buy chicken rice also cannot. i really really dislike people being useless. ok wasn't that angry with her but still grrrr. and oh, my aunty cannot find the receipt for the bag so cannot change it to jacket ): i mean i don't mind the bag but i don't really really need it yknowwww~ i feel quite bad though, telling her we don't like the present and all :( she spent time to go shopping for us ahhhh. guilty guilty. anw that's why i love my dayi she super sweet :D

i could go on and on and on but i have things to do D': hope tmr's training will be ok! gotta wake up super duper early tmr! kid, you be happy alright? hope everything goes well <:

i read a few of my previous posts. i think i'm creepy.

nomnomhee.

2011-12-26T01:03:00.001+08:00

yay blogskin finally changed!

took 4 hours to choose and change and edit and all manzxc. must make a mental note to remember that sigh.

maths FINALLY starts now D':

dirty bit.

2011-12-25T20:35:00.003+08:00

i think the way i think is too weird.

i don't even worry normally like normal people do. i probably worry about the way i'm worrying or something. see how i always kill myself in a paradox? (wait that's the right word right.) heh well.

christmas feels completely unchristmassy this year. even last night's dinner. but the turkey was good and all tho :> love the ham! hahah oh i got a new iphone cover as xmas present from dayi yay! love it cos the colours are so preety and the texture is so nice and the pictures are so cute and it glows in the dark!! is it freaking perfect or what ;) didn't go to jar's chalet whoops D: too rushed but i feel guiltyyy sigh since it was to celebrate her bday D: but i guess whether i'm there doesn't really make it difference right haha. and oh i spent the whole evening ytd doing that cursed feedback form and today too! took me like 5 hours to do mine??? ah well. haven't done any freaking thing today other than watch ring ring bell ep one hahaha i know i'm a bit crazy weird creepy but i can't help relate everything to in time. maybe cos i love in time too freaking much heehee. it's the same with people, i've realised. mmmm. christmas christmas hahahaha isn't it just any other day?? new year's too. everyday's the same right? i'm so scared of everything ugh why. so scared of the future. so scared of everyone. can you all just move on without me and yea have fun with your lives. i think i try to relate everything to everything else way too much. isn't it creepy though, knowing people secretly doubt you with every single move you make. i'd feel freaking intimidated.

well i don't trust you too. not anymore.

no no nothing happened. it's just.. sometimes my brain gets carried away all of a sudden and i just well, doubt everything. doubt my thoughts, doubt yours. doubt the present the past and the future. doubt my feelings doubt my heart. doubt my friendships. doubt my pretense. that's why i don't dare to think; i know i can't control my head anymore. ok i should be doing maths now i guesssssssss.

hope your christmas was better than mine! merry christmas :D bye! oh i really need a change of blogskin man.

Anger Management.

2011-12-22T21:10:00.003+08:00

Let's sit under the stars and talk forever about things that don't matter.

i can't control my anger anymore. i get angry too freaking easily. sure, i can suppress it. but it's still there. it'll always be there. like a devilish fire growing steadily feeding on my intolerance. it's weakness. it's a shortcoming. it's a bad habit i've developed over time. recently there's been this increasing urge to lol everyone. the only freaking reason i haven't done it is because it's against my principles. when i do, it'd be the day i lose hold. aish yknow i get pissed at the slightest thing?? now you know i basically feel like stabbing everyone all the time. that's pathetic. why i so like that ugh.

on a side note, do you believe in "fake it till you make it" ?

quite busy recently. then now later. past week's been eventful! but didn't do any hmwk whoops die. gonna try to finish maths tonightttt.. and the cards i wanted to make.. gah can i abandon them >: shitness haiiiiii. mainly got chingay, training, psl stuff and other side events uhhhh~ tmr got AGM from 8-5 omg *cries* oh today!!!! embarrassing max man. during regist debrief they were going thru the feeback and stuff andd i fell asleep cos abit the tired uhh. then mdm S was talking then i think she said sth "am i so boring until someone fell asleep?" then everyone turned back then beiyi poked me then i woke up then yeah i wanted to crawl into a hole and die basically. HORRIBLE EMBARRASSING HUMILIATING CRAP. k let's end that there.

ahhh class havent' come out yet~ feel ok actually. hasn't really struck me we'll all be going different places with different people. nothing has struck me yet. can't even believe we'll be sec 3 next year. can i just hide in a corner while you move on with your lives? please?? and yes, i do wish on every 11:11 if i catch it.. i'm prepared to have no life next year. i don't want a life actually. too much to think about. too much growing up to do. also my english has been deteriorating like crap; if there is one thing i would keep above all it'd probably be my language&writingstyle..

ever wonder what makes each of us feel better? i think mine's touch. when i feel insecure, no, uneasy is more apt; i'd want to touch someone i'm close to. I MEAN THAT COMPLETELY CLEANLY BTW. it's just comforting, don't you think? i wonder what other people do. if you could reply to this, would you like to share? ok i sound weird like this is some kind of forum ignore that please.

will you guide me through this haze? silver white winters that melt into spring.. bye!

dsvuehrsugvwseou.

2011-12-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

of course it's always my fault.
if sorry does not apply, then fine, i never believe you cos i don't trust you.
i don't mean that.
am i really really not trying?
i'm sick and tired of being so deep in mistake to try climbing out anymore.

bye!

All i wanna do is trade is life for something new,

2011-12-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

Holding on to what i haven't got.

A good friend to too many is a horrible friend.
i can't let you down. i can't let you down anymore. i can't let you down too. i can't let you down either. but i can't choose. i don't want to. since when did being happy become so tiring? everything has to do with everything. let me carry the burden of my mistake alone. go away and be happy. one day all of you will leave me anyway when you finally realise i'm not worth your time. i'm trying i'm trying. but it's like trying to failing. oh hey, i remember having this problem ages ago hahaha apparently i still haven't learnt.

i still care, but so what? i can't hurt you anymore. 永远长不大.

i want to eat & i want to sleep.

i'm scared.

2011-12-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Fear.

Boundless, abundant, uncontrollable, insuppressible fear.
i'm freaking scared. of what? i don't even know anymore. everything. what if what if what if. what if. endless possibilities, so many ways of dying of guilt. as if i don't already do everyday. i can't stand this. gah endsjvsdnvu. freak.

how do i move on without letting go?

i'm freaking scared of wednesday. i'm freaking scared of doing anything wrong again. i'm freaking scared of the day you'll give up. i'm freaking scared of giving up. i'm freaking scared of unforgiveness. i'm freaking scared of living. i'm freakng scared of you.

help.

COALs, Open House, Celine's Bday!

2011-11-29T16:02:00.003+08:00

Heyya <: should have blogged last week but ccome back from camp got uh camp lag then abit the lazy ah hehehe. watching MAMA now! not that crazy like other kids luh but still it looks interesting :b is MAMA always in singapore? O: and i found someone other than boob reading this blog ehhhh! crazy one i'm so boring leh xD but i still don't know who spacer is hmmmm. HI SPACER WHO ARE YOU TAG ME AGAIN LEH <: ahhh the person singing now sounds nice :P

anw, supposed to blog about the title on top ^^^ right but abit the lazy uh :P so COALs first~ COALs was fun :) FALCON'11 FTW :3 hehehe we are pro yay. yknow at first we had 12 people then 2 dropped out 1 sick 1 went home then left 8 people can damn sad. but we won best campfire performance yay pro or what :D must thank trini uh say our script crap then we changed but still we so cool ;) ooh miss A arrived. anw first day was low e and high e then camp craft and tent pitching! then dinner and pre campfire :) cos it rained then we nearly cannot try the rock wall then we did the hall one which was damn dumb can -,- we learnt belaying also and i damn scared just let go idk why heheh. then the rain stopped and went to try climb the rock wall :8 hehehe. abit the never go very far uh but still xD constance climbed all the way to the top man srsly! like some pro sdinvosnvo. aiyo the hosts are all talking in korean idk what they're saying :o hmmm then tent pitching ahh we pitch until want die man keep collasping one D; boob sure say we lan luh but still! inst amirah damn nice she taught me bowline four times! then dinner and shower heh inst andrea so cool 8) i think i took pretty long but constance took longer can!! heh. ok it's epic they're talking in english and replying in korean hahaha. anw michelle chia's legs nicer than the girl beside her! ok im veering off topic. then precampfire night all the groups performed not bad leh! gryphon and indigo not bad! and then day 2~ day 2 was funner! wilderness! went to bkt timah there i think heheh. tried abseiling! damn scary yknow~! the route up already damn scary then come down worse can like some free fall D: it's like belaying but the belayer is yourself. i bet azrin is screaming at home now hahahah. then we went trekking! instructors supposedly threw us in the forest then we must orienteer our way out but heng we never get lost <: then out door cooking!! after camp i'll never eat yellow noodles again man tastes like some crap luh eeeee D: then insts. were quite pissed cos we left without telling them but heheh. THEN campfire! leaders came back, and the campfire was damn fail haha i think they didn't soak the firewood that's why. then then alpha performed first, quite funny we all thought they'll win but i think cos they said what the hell D: then then delta! delta's one uhh, the humour is weird but it's there xD then finally ours ahhh damn embarrassing can dbsujvbeus. i totally screwed up my dance part damn sad hahaha. but olivia and viola damn zai :) then 3rd day odc again and clean up hehe. lazy elaborate ahhhh~ finally break camp instructors gave us some small gifts and gummiesss heh. then yeahhhh wanna go back again D; but there's always oac next year :3

k then open house on saturday! on thurs and friday had to go rehearsal then left training super early whoops >< open house was quite fun the PSLs all damn nice nicer than PCs! :B no im kidding idk but i made some new friends :) then idk why for some reason i like giving people tours or maybe oi just like repeating stuff cos i'm weird heh. then then i took the helium balloon!! and tied it to my bag and carried it around the whole dayyy searching for celine's present! then when going into the train the doors closed on the string then the whole thing snapped arrrrr D: i wanted to try suck the helium lehhhhhhhhh! eeeyer but i heard the balloons were exp O:

andddd celine's bday ytd! omg in the morning azrin called say wanna put the present in my bag cos her bag not big enough then srgn station CELINE WAS AT THE SAME DOOR AS MEH. damn scary hahaha i quickly run awayyy then at PL also she looked at my direction i thought she saw me omg. then me and azrin took to lavender cos we couldn't squeeze out -.- then we went bowlinggg the kallang bowl damn suck man so many problems one aiyooo. but first game was crappy then second game not bad luh :B azrin and jar quite zai! i got 101 not bad luh pass hehehe. then we went swensenssssss to surprise celine! but first must go stall time at fair price hahaha i met bunny :8~ then go up sing bday song and celine was so touched she cried yo ;b yayyy pass hahaha. she also quite gullible uh like meee! then eat and eat hehe her mum qing ke leh so nice :) felicia and nisa also came~~ then we went to watch happpy feet! cos puss in boots no space le :o happy feet was uhhhhhh like how all cartoons are luh yknow :p then aiyo after the moovie azrin dropped her phone then we went back to take *shakes head* that girl uh careless oneeeeeee. ok i'm damn lazy to type anymore hehehe

i like take a look at me now by greyson chance, the one that got away by katy perry and louder by chariceee and without you by duno who hahahah it'sa nice go listen! ok have a nice day byebye :p MYSTERY PERSON TAG AGAIN! boob cannot tag cos she in camp haha and the other reader uhhhh youuuu tsk :P

this is not a life; it's just an existence. save me from me hai. and you, why are you daoing me? cos i'm 忘恩负义? sorry.. sorry.. stupid apologies i know will never make up for anything. 我欠你太多了:( aish.

won't you bring me down, today.

2011-11-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

sometimes,

somethings just make you realise how much someone means to you. i don't blame for what you're doing. in fact, i don't even have the right damnit hahaha. and sometimes it is the right thing to do to wake me up. sometimes these methods are made for people like me. i rather you all leave than keep getting yourself hurt over and over again. comes a point where you realise it may not be so worth it after all. perhaps now, maybe now, why not now? now is better.

and one day, if you stop caring, just remember. i do care.

COALs soon!

2011-11-19T20:59:00.002+08:00

hihihihi.

hehe did i tell you i got into PSB?! amazing right they pajiao one how i become PSL hahaha. anw~ COALs in 2 days! excited :) kinda anw. auditions today! i think it went well :) i hope we get in man~ 2 days ago after trini said our script was crap we changed it and in 1 day and less than 10 full practices we've done a pretty good job i think. well done falcon! so proud of us :3 hehe. funny how it's so difficult to fill the space here than there. feels so different. ah and haven't finish packing nidovbeudbgveud i mean ahh barely start hehe. and i haven't even start my hmwk ohnozxc. but ah sian can :P AND LIT IS NOT OFFERED AS NINTH SUBJECT WHYYYYY. i really want lit yknow, when i heard that news i finall realised how much i actually want lit. but well ah i don't know still. screw you and your indecisiveness woman D: i'm exhausted but i don't sleep. i'm full but i continue to eat. life is irony at it's best.

haha i wonder if people have secret blogs too and secretly talk about me in their blogs. somethings i wonder but i would rather not know, such as this heh. maybe i'm afraid of knowing yea? and she who does not need to be named, hi! <: actually i really enjoy reading your blog yknow. i like all the annotations you dooooo. so.. fun unlike mine. and how you mention me in your blog sometimes :P i also always mention you what! rightright! heheh. and yes, i do i think. what that refers to? you may never know :P i did miss you.

sometimes i question myself so much i even doubt the very basis of my existence. simple things like do i really love food? or do i just keep eating out of habit, of just having an image to keep up to. i can't rmb the last time i was really really hungry. i think i constantly feed myself such that i never ever even manage to get hungry. i have brought myself to the epitome of weirdness and internal conflict. somehow i manage to doubt everything i do. i trust everyone but myself yknow?

i miss you, you, you and you. i miss us, but most of all i miss me. comebacksoon.

ok i am diving into some kind of sad emo pool again better stop nao. must be cos i went tumblr just now!!! D: kthxbai.

i'm back. for nowzxc ehhe.

2011-11-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

hoho it's been sucha long while huh. i should blog more if not next time not enough memories! D:

ah i was reading my old posts. i sounded really really childish. and lame hahaha. but oh i sounded happy too. well. wanted to have a feel of how i was like last time yknow heh. sighhh when i read some of my posts i don't even know what i was talking about anymore. ahhh life's been preetty horrible i guess :) but oh, no big deal, i guess i've been through worse huh. i think only boob still reads my blog can please! hahaha ohh the way i speak has really changed. i used to be so.. chim and full of myself just because well, i had the right to. heheh. but now ah i don't know usually i end my sentences halfway because i don't even want to talk. pathetic? haha.

anywayyy i got 5G for stream :) but have to check with HODs to see if i got MSP and lit too. sometimes i just want to go to a new class alone. without anyone i'm close to because well, it'd be all back to square one. where i (more or less) have a choice of what to do with my life haha. but if i really had a chance, i'd regret. i'm sure i'll become a loner due to my mere lack of trying to fit in. it's tiring yknow, really tiring sometimes. i don't like people. i find it a chore to make small talk and get to know them. i feel self sustainable. IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME D: srsly hai. nowadays i don't even try. but life isn't so easy to ying fu. you can't just say you want to stop playing like that. because giving up is ending your life and suicide is greatly frowned upon in many countries. hahah i'm kidding never thought of that. i ain't weak. or so i try to tell myself. mmm back to topic. me not trying results in making things difficult for other nice kids who actually want to play the game of life and win at it. so to let them i'd better just crack a smile at the irony of everything, comment here and there once in a while. pretend to be happy. learning to live with life. force of habit? maybe one day i'll believe my lies.

ah thennn, wai gong's gone forever now. last sunday 6th nov. rest in peace okay love you :) coals next week! kinda excited and not excited? heh. supposed to be doing the script now but abit the slacking here ah <: hehehe. haha it's dangerous for me to be blogging here i might just start spilling the beans on anything and everything. i don't like how i speak now. instead of finding myself i think i have to create myself now. 我真的真的找不到我了.. aish. i don't know what i'm living for now. stupid humans and their stupid mao dun-ness hahaha. ok i must be delirious or sth gonna edit script now heh~

muackmuack. comebacksoonyounoob.i miss you.

hello,

2011-09-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

hey, it's been pretty long again yes? i feel like posting all of a sudden, so a short one yea. ah my short always not short one la >< i wasted today kinda D: need to finish hmwk ugh. ye, see my whining is so annoying. i think i shall update on my other blog later, been lazy whoops hehe. okay here goes.

hmmm. we're kinda in the middle of eoys rn which is a really weird time to be posting but well i guess anytime is fine yes? heh. i think i screwed both english and chinese in hindsight. nonono, i wish i didn't by some miracle. i really need to do well to talk to you. but ugh, even as i know i'm not motivated. enough for any results, that is. sucks, maybe it is a test of somesort. or maybe i just am thinking too much as usual. i wonder if anyone else is as paranoid as me. you don't know how paranoid i can be D: hahah and please, you wouldn't want to know either. but anyhow, we're getting off topic here, if there even was any yea. i have to really do well for all my subjects for eoys. like A1 for everything or something yknow?? cos i did so freaking badly for ct3, if i haven't already mentioned :( the scary part is i don't feel the urgency and the sense of needing to do better. i'm just saying i have to, yknow?

i'm really so different from what i was like last year or smth. crazy i keep walking into these huge holes of self created torture. and i repeatedly hurt others, (ok not that much i'm exaggerating, thank goodness) but still. one day if i get hurt again i will deserve it. let me deserve it damnit. plus i have somehow managed to establish this awkward wall between me and pretty much everyone else. i am just so amazing, aren't i? now i live in comfortable awkwardness, where i refuse to do anything for my life anymore. i'm like jaded or smth?? gosh haha maybe i'm justso melo-dramatic. i hate people who over react over every small thing, so i guess i hate myself then? but i don't even hate the state that i'm in anymore. i wish i could hurt to feel but being the coward that i am i will probably stay in that state. i hate people helping me cos i don't think i do enough to help myself. maybe it'll be the same thing again, this time out of circumstance.

sigh. after eoys it's playing and fun and bonding with class and then it's sec 3 already. this year seem sosososo long, but so short at the same time. but still not long enough. 2P is muchmuch more bonded than 1P but still, we aren't a close knit. gosh i think i sure cry on the last day man hahaha like some kind of weepy baby. see, i swear i am everything that i hate and despise yknow. but i know and i'm not trying to do anything to change it but still. i think people who don't think they are what there are are living in self denial. hahahaha, i'm living in self denial too, funny. oh look i'm veering off topic again heh. i'm really going to miss everyone. i'm going to miss working with beiyi and kavi and wanting thinking we're the best & funnest group all the time :B cos we work fast and work hard and play hard too~ hehe. oh gosh what are the chances we'll end up together again. i'll miss our teachers too. mr aiman and his lame random cold jokes. ms diana being so nice all the time. mr leong being non-existent (HAHA). lin lao shi getting so hyped up (no actually i mean angry but it's the same thing for her) over us. mr chai and his epicness. mrs tan and her love for geog omg hahaha. ms lim and hmm, actually i don't know but yea. i wish we had ms nandwani still, but ms lim's fine too. and those music teachers and mr anil's weirdshit pronunciation (he's gone alr anw). chenweisha and her makeup and cheena accent (she's gone too) and sudlow and his drunkenness.. uhhhhh. mdm zetty for talking to me :') gosh. and ah my clique. i've only been with them this second half of the year but i'm gonna miss them sososo much. ut with her erm non-connectedness with us heh. joee using her phone all the time!! shian being so cute ah and our frogs and idk random stuff. boob and her creepy high jidong laughing ;D the time when the only songs we had in common was hsm! joee and boob spazzing about their ma'ams -,- mabel with her lameness and annoyingness and her know-everything-about-everything-scientificness. boob with her spam texting. mabel with her bipolar dao hyperness. bunny. haha i think people will be typing this nearing the last days of school and i'm the only weirdshit typing it now. when i should be busy doing work. when there are still 6 papers to go. okay i shall save the sadness for next time D':

after eoy, another important thing to do - rebonding with the team. we're so distant now. so close, this close to falling apart. i don't even know what happened, what went wrong, maybe i was the cause :x and as usual, i don't even feel anything anymore damnit. okay i should stop (what do they call it) washing dirty laundry in public? heh no way i'm gonna start ranting on about our sob story (not that there is one anyway, we just drifted apart yea?) okay see what i mean, i shall shut up now..

okay off to do work i have to do work!!!!!!!!!! D:::::::: lovelove.

HELLO.

2011-08-10T02:08:00.002+08:00

heheh i realise i super long haven't blog alr like wsndufvcbuivicu hehehe. k abit sian shall revive it. i think oonly boob will like bother to check luh!! hahaha.

hmm now gonna ct3 alr! sian much. plus i haven't study yet ohnoo. my study dates all damn fail one srsly heh. transport alr like 2 hrs. then go there talk and crap like 3 hrs. eat like 2 hrs. then study 1 hr? heh. but fun luh (: but ughhh science on thurs maths on friday guitar on thurs??! like kmn man. WHERE IS MY SENSE OF URGENCY?? haha i rmb i used to be able to type really really long posts about random crap. i wonder if i can still do it. nvm let's try eheh.

k so i had an awesome bday i guess :D! my teammates and clique damn nice man srsly :)) i love them alot alot hehehe. actually i knew they sure won't forget my birthday one but still after all that obviousness i still damn gullible go with their whole plan. first they wrote some meeting at 11 after community singing then azrin stall time distract me then they all got cake at hiding at the arena sports halls hahahaah ahh they damn sweet then later i still ask whether got the monitress meeting hahaha. k i'm damn gullible but i'm not acting i swearrr. imma be real. so damn funny then celine go smash the cake in my face leh!!! then we throw the cake around here and there then so fun lah :) but after that got speech and i screwed it up luh >< haiyoo. k so anw main point is i srsly love my team and my class. love x 10000000000000 heh.

ah i've had kinda many htht and stuffs these (few) days. my life's really changed alot recently. this year's been damn happening. so many things happened i guess? tho on the outside it's just any other year. and it probably is, too. to anyone else. but yea, i guess for me it's a learning and growing process (as mabel would say ahahah) that everyone will go through. so hehhh, here's to success in changing, becoming new and improved old lele. idk how but imma just try. i wanna be me again! everyone says i'm not me anymore. wait, i'm looking for me too. i'm sorry if i'd hurt you in the process of everything yea :( wait for lexuan to come back okie?? i know i won't be the same person again but i can always try. and ugh i don't want things enough. i need that feeling. and i realise if i blog too much i become emo so yea i shal not blog so much ahahahah. or maybe it's vice versa luh~ and hmm alot of things i don't cherish until i lose them yea?? but sometimes i don't have the feeling to.. and then i really regret when i lose them. so hai, what to do leh? i shall. take one step at the time. wait htht now ahahah <:

bye bloggy i managed to talk so long still! my crapping skills still here hee. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! I'M PROUD OF YOU DEAREST COUNTRY HEH.

对不起

2011-06-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

it's not that I didn't care, it's that I didn't know;
it's not what I didn't feel, it's what I didn't show.

there are 3 parts to an apology:
i'm sorry.
it was my fault.
how can i make it up to you?

"Apologies only account for what they do not alter."
-Benjamin Disraeli

"Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so you apologize for truth."
-Benjamin Disraeli

"Right actions in the future are the best apologies for bad actions in the past."
-Tryon Edwards

i'm so sorry :( i feel that i don't deserve to be forgiven yet.. i've let you down. i don't want to be just another one of the others who lets you down. please forgive me when i earn it okay? i feel so horrible.. you cannot be true to anyone unless you're true to yourself. so i should work on being true to myself first yea? haii i don't think i have that courage now. and i'm damn afraid you'll pretend to forgive me but still hold a grudge. please don't do that okay? i'm so afraid you won't give me another chance yknow. haii. why did i have to screw everything up. i'm so annoyingly ignorant. ugh i've condensed what i feel from like 10 pages to this tiny paragraph with the main points haha i could rattle on and on about how much i suck but i wouldn't wanna bore you.

so goodnight dears. sigh.

omg.

2011-06-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

god i've never been so relieved before, really. or at least i can't remember another time when i was. damnit i'm just smiling to myself now hahahahahah.

tonight i thank all my lucky stars you're okay. thankfreakinggoodness. omg idk what to say ahhhhhh. i'm just glad you're alright, yeah? heheheheh okay bye :D

11;11

2011-05-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

i wish..

everyone around me will be safe, healthy and happy :D

love.

X-Country (:

2011-05-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

hey. cross country today :D

i woke up at 630 8) jar was lost in the morning heheheh :P laughlaugh. heh then i didn't pack the day before so whoopsie.met butta at 650 i was late whoops xD hahah then super poor estimation of ime, thought can reach by 710 cos 20 minute walk but reached at like 725 become like 30 minute walk can xD but lucky not as bad as shian and ue tsz hehehe :P mehh then warm up and attendance and the tags stuff quite messy as usual. hmm then race started at 8! ran with the team :D hehe sorry boob never see you yknow people nervous one xD jar pei-ed azrin cos her knee painn. and celine slowed down cos she sprained her ankle again D:

gah there's another half of the post gone idk where but i'm lazy to type it again anw xD so i shall just post this. this was ytd heh. love.

rahh.

2011-05-02T22:18:00.004+08:00

sorry.

sorry if i don't try hard enough. sorry if it's really fake. sorry i feel like such a hypocrite. sorry i don't treasure you enough. sorry i can't tell if it's real. sorry.

but the feeling is not there. i know nothing exceptional will happen even if i try harder. hence i don't feel the compelling need to get to know you more. i know you've been dropping hints (accidentally or purposely?) for me to probe and ask more. but i just brush them away and ignore. i know even if i try harder, our relationship will be one of hardwork and nuture and not out of just being.

should i try harder? i think i should.

Campfire.

2011-05-01T14:17:00.002+08:00

ytd campfireeeeee whole day gone sigh.

eh i don't feel like posting eh whoops. boob say i post too little. but must got mood one ma :> can you believe that stupid girl go look through our chat log for 3 hours to find my tumblr link i gave her.. and then another few hours to read all my posts.. she damn siao can. but i like :P hehehe. okay really not much mood to post + idk what to post about cos i don't really like to waste time typing insignificant stuff.

oh but ytd was fun tho, after soaking firewood for like 3 hours and doing some other stuff and eating dinner, can finally go play :D hmm the game isssssss like spin the bottle then spin until 2 people have to share one stick of pocky :P hahahaa this is by far the most daring game i've ever played. and it was kinda fun and thrilling at first but it got kinda boring cos people don't dare oneee :P reached home at like 11 plus~

yayayay mummy is coming home tmr :)

made macaroni and cheese today. i think it tasted acceptable cos like he homeecons one. but just as dry tho.

sometimes i suspect i'm les ._.

i'm really grateful for my life and everyone in it. thank you for just being here. thank you for just being.

i really believe if you want something enough, believe in it and try your best to make it happen, it will be.

love you.

hellooo.

2011-04-22T12:23:00.004+08:00

blogging cos idk, boob ask me to blog more :P haha anwwwww, this shall be random cos i don't feel like starting on my hmwk yet ><

hmmm let's seeeh. ytd was EYD cum international friendship day cum CAF! heh. so blahh. i didn't pack the night before and so yeaaaaaaaah. next morning dk what to wear so i actually brought 3 sets of clothes nyeehh xD but yknow what i wore all of them :D but wore pe to sch cos had pe first. theeeeen first period maths. mr aiman scolded us for not doing duty. ugh damnit i'm like the worst ast. monitress ever or smth sigh. i swear i'll keep the classroom clean from now on and proof him wrong. and i think he prolly hates me now but whatever. okay so mmm then pe mr chan say do whatever we want can play awhile then go change le heh. anw i swear renee has the best ball sense ever :P so we went to changeee and i lent laura my shirt heh. tied 2 ponytails cos the classs say wanna tie oneeeeee! but so many people didn't tie can~ and then assembly. i can't rmb anything except the dora the explorer part it was so cute :D oh and recess the teachers were serving da foood but i don't even know which teacher i bought from but that's okay :P mmm had sorta team recess and a certain 2 people were extremely happy cos they took pictures with another certain 2 people :P ah and then after recesss home econs :D! our tofu satay turned out surprisingly good eh :D and ms ammela is damn nice she didn't scold us despite the fact that we were late >< kay finally musicccc, smth about rap. taught by the new teacher. dk what was happening cos i was falling asleeeeeep <: kay then traning was rather slack :D felt like just the right amount tho, it was nice but i screwed up at the end during 5 on 5 ugh.

yay then arts fest :D ate and changed but didn't bathe sigh. damn sticky and ugh but yeah. all the performances were great! so proud of cedar's performing arts <: session 2 was in the hall and srsly cannot see anything if you're sitting after the 3rd row. should have gone up earlier to chope seats :P modern dance was scary! like they psycho one :O but so cool lah! (hehe actually the only reason why we bought session 2 is cos of dance) hehe feel a bit mean, but the rest of the performances was good too! then session 3 in plush yay :D! CL first, was really surprising, didn't know what to expect but cool yeah. and shian chun :D! haha i realised there're people that i know performing in all the session 3s. then guzheng and choir, i tell you ms chye super dk what to say. at the end of the performance after one big fake smile her whole face black :O then handbells was damn cool :) so many different ways to get sounds from a bell :O so yeahh it was nice. when everything ended it was about 10+ alr :O still had to walk home in da dark, heng got mimi and azrin to pei :D ate waffle with mimi then went home bathe and sleeeeep :D fun day! some random stuff now..

mummy's gone for 10 days :( imma miss her :(

i like my life now. and i shall make it better :)

grudges are a waste fo perfect happiness. laugh when you can, apologise when you should and let go of what you can't change.

ohgod guitar exam in august and i'm not practicing enough ughhhhhhh.

i want turquoise converse sneakers!

i finally wrote to my mortal hehe.

i really hate blogger's stupid bullet point. so annoyingggggg.

k shall go do stuff naooo i have wasted the whole morningggggg. love!~

Update on Life.

2011-04-10T20:11:00.003+08:00

hi there. here's a post that finally actually makes sense :P i started at like before 8 or smth but boob keep talking to me then i duwan type scared break my chain of thoughts :P anw here goes. it's been one term alr. and they say sec 2 is the best year. but i just don't feel it. or is this all there is? aish idk. anw so many things have happened and everything is just well weird now. i feel like i've lost my direction and drive. i don't know what to do. i don't know what i want. everyday, everyweek it's just schoool cca home computer hmwk sleep. somedays i don't complete my hmwk and let it flow over to the weekends. where i don't complete my work again and chiong it sometime later. like now for instance. life just flashes by like mondaytuesdaywednesdaythurdayfridaysaturdaysunday. and oh, monday again. it's a vicious never ending cycle. i don't have the drive anymore. sigh. please give me something to live for. hmmm now i'm sitting with shersia in class :b she very cute but very quiet lah aiyoooo. but then i wonder, am i also like that? i mean, i really can't start conversations. it's quite pathetic, i know. but hmm she's really nice :) hope i'll somehow get closer to her like with fatin and rebecca heh. miss sitting with them. miss spazzing with fatin over hot anime/manga guys :D and listening, just sitting between them while they quarrel. damnit, i suddenly feel so many things changed. what happened? i wish things were how they were again. i'm trying. and yeah, season's over. for us at least. we didn't get in. lost to scgs and zhonghua. somewhat regretful. this could have been the only year we could win. and we just lost it like this. the only year we could make ourselves proud. what happened to all the promises of beating rgs and all. what happened to showing the rest of the ccas we could do it. what happened? but it's okay. ~~no it's not.~~ it's over now. all we can hope for and do is to train hard and come back even stronger in 2 years. ~~will we even have a chance?~~ sigh. i really don't know what i'll do without basketball. without them, without us. let's treasure all the time spent together. don't let it be only just a dream. as i look upon others, being happy, enjoying themselves, i wonder. was this what i used to be? with other people watching silently, wishing, wanting, envious, jealous. it hurts to be excluded, even not exactly. it hurts not being able to be a part. perhaps this is what they used to be. perhaps it's time to swap roles; give them a taste of happiness for once. perhaps. i'm sorry i didn't understand. i understand now. it feels horrible. sometimes being happy is scary. when you're at the peak of life you can't go any higher. there's only one direction. and then you fall fall fall. back into civilisation. back on earth. there you will try everything to get back up again. sometimes it takes a miracle. but it applies vice versa. when you hit rock bottom, there's no more going down. you can only rise again. the only problem is, what precisely is rock bottom? that's why never forget your values when you're happy. never give them a chance to turn against you when you're down. in the end, everything will be okay. if everything is not okay, it's not the end. okay i could go on and on ranting about my life but my brain doesn't feel like thinking anymore and my hand doesn't feel like typing anymore. and my hmwk is undone. sigh. sometimes i wish people didn't read this blog anymore and i could post and post without locking it. because that chance of someone reading it is precisely what i want. but if it was open to all it would just feel wrong so. wellz. overall, im not enjoying sec 2 as much as i should i guess. always hope but never expect. saranghae.

this time i'll be bulletproof.

2011-04-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry. i just hid it better. or so i thought.

hai it's scary.

2011-03-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

somehow i seem to be losing myself. maybe i have never found myself.

i think i do that all the time. i am this soft plasticine thingy, perhaps. shapeless and versatile. waiting to be molded. under the hands of many, i change and change into something else. i am just a mixture of what everyone else is. what am i, really? will i ever be real? whenever i become something i am finally comfortable with, i have to go become something else. what is my problem, really. i leanrt to be able to resist change really well. then somehow i reach a breaking point where i just succumb and become whatever there is for me to become. and i always morph into what i said i would never be. i'm so tired of being uncharacteristic. i want to find my strength. something i'm good at. perhaps it doesn't exist tho.

why is it so hard to live for myself?

Accept it and move on.

2011-02-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

Motto of the day.
Motto of the year.
Motto of life.

i really really want this.

2011-01-30T13:27:00.004+08:00

i can't remember another time i wanted something so much. so badly.

believe it or not, i think the other time i wanted something HALF as badly was to get into bball. haha i bet you don't believe it. but 'sokay. this is just me being sad + regretful + self-pitying + pathetic. i reaaaally regret not listening to julia and buying the tix with her last time. but oh, how would i know i would be so in love with them now :( ahhh if only i could go and see them in fleshhh i would die a happy girl. but now i'm just stuck here living my life. god knows when they'll come back man. imma try to console myself that they'll come back next year. AND I'LL SAVE MONEY SO NO PRESENTS FOR YALL MUAHAHAHA. but what if they don't. ah crapping hell. the thought of it is unbearable. yknow i used to tell people that they're crazy to be so in love with kpop when their idols will never everrr remember them even if they see them once or smth. but someone just told me that and i realise how deeep i am into this shit. kpop ruins your life. please don't get into it. also, this is a perfect example of how i've changed into everything i've ever disliked. i didn't use to get how people could be so crazy over stuff like this, but now i know. now i know. and the fact that i'm this crazy in love with something is really scary actually. who knows what i'll do to see them. sighh. i wanna go back to the times when i was so pure and innocent. just a cute kid who didn't know anything about anything. didn't know bad words, didn't know what love was (okay i still don't know thank goodness), didn't know how to bitch, didn't know how to hate. but oh, it's impossible. these things are like virginity haha. once you lose it you'll never get it back. haii.

okay i think i'm done ranting. how did i just crap a whole chunk on not going to see them :O i must be awfully sad. ahh.

Love behh.

i prom15e to 13elieve in super jun10r <3

Stupid presents.

2011-01-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

Ah so many people's birthday around this time. At least 4 i tell you. i'm super broke now man.

Sometimes i don't even know why i bother buying presents for people. It's not like they buy presents for me too. i mean, YES I KNOW SOME OF THEM BUY LUH. but still.. Last year i shared for everyone in my clique i think they didn't even get me anything. Yes they wished me and all, yes some of them did buy stuff for me, yes it's the thought that counts, but why do i feel so bitter? hai i know it's the thought that counts and if i feel like this i shdn't buy at all. But still i have to, don't i? i hate how screwed this feels. i swear i'm just gonna give cards next year, like it or not. yknow some people actually just openly ask for stuff. yes, it's because they're that close to me, yes it's better than for me to buy smth random and them not liking it. even so, it's so ensijovndvuoebvinedboive idek. it's like i'm trying okay, i'm alr trying so hard to get your damned present..

Shitz idek why i'm so emotional these days. Stupid hormones. Go die lah. i tear easily if i'm angry or annoyed rather than sad or frustrated for some reason. Well. that's life. DEAL WITH IT JADE. DEAL WITH IT. i don't think people read my blog anymore. i hope they don't.

Love!

i wanna talk to you.

Vibes.

2011-01-13T20:28:00.003+08:00

i like it when people are hard on the outside, soft on the inside. But i hate it when people are ridiculously hard to connect with.

Ugh. im so freaking full but all i can think about is eating. is it possible that i'm somewhat stressed without me knowing? Sigh. i wish i were one of those people who will forget to eat when stressed or smth. Wtf is wrong with me haii.

and sheeeesh, i feel like crying all the time over nothing wow. Damn you hormones. Sighh.

Back to school >:

2011-01-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

Heyy. it's 2011 alr ohgosh :O i haven't posted since december but blahhh. Streaming + cdiv this year gahhhh. Stresss ah stress.

anw it's only the second week and i feel so dead alr x-x rahhh. this may be because i am getting sucked into a black hole that is kpop. or it might be the fact that i have suckish time management and get distracted easily :x ah well. the weather this few days is so cold >: aish anw bdiv starts on thurs :O damn fast. seniors seem super pressured hai :/ today so many cried like :O jiayou eh, we love yall (: haha. anw i think i should go do maths later mr a. scold D: OMG I CAN'T STAND IT I SRSLY SOUND SO PRIMARY SCHOOL. ahhhhh. btw siyi return me my book i wanna read! :P but you also don't check my blog onee.

Love (:

Sucker. You'll probably never ever read this but still. although i don't know anything about anything.. don't be so sad ahh..

i think.

2010-12-12T23:28:00.004+08:00

hmmm.

yknow i went bloghopping and realised that most people have the same problems. okay, similar. yeah including mehh. everyone thinks that everyone else doesn't understand, but in fact they do. it's like when you're here thinking about your problem, someone else is experiencing the same problem with a different situation and person and all. these people need to discuss their problems haha ;) when i read people's sad posts about sad things and all, it makes me feel like hugging them idk why haha :) and i also think, if i'm here reading your posts and all, will you ever read mine and feel the same? secretly i want you to. sadly i don't think so. you write like me, but not like me too..

we're quite similar yknow, you and i. but it's not like you'll ever find out.

i haven't done my hmwk of the day sighhh. but i want to sleeep >:

lalala.

2010-12-12T12:51:00.002+08:00

recently i've realised how easy it is to make me cry. a sad video, movie, song, or something that someone says. really easy.

sometimes i have no idea what i should title my post. but i just do it in the name of habit. haha (:

i've changed it AGAIN.

2010-12-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

teehee :D

as you can see ;) i guess the previous one was too simple for me. i'm not used to overly simple stuff ysee hehe. anw it's this now. i think this is actually quite common and a few of my friends used it before i think (?) cos it's so nice and all. and i usually like to have rarer stuff <: but well, it's too pretty :D i have to use it nyeheheh. and there are no archives i seeh. but don't care luh ;>

hehe anw i went jogging and bball with fran gw and wyn just now (: fun yeah :) and i know how to operate the ipod shuffle alr bahaha. but it doesn't work luh, listening to music when running. it made me 4 SECONDS slower gahh. but ohwell i guess maybe it's my bad choice of songs. hai ><

oh and i didn't do my hmwk of the day gahhh >: omg i think i'm srsly obsessed with this ---> <: smiley. isn't it bsjviensigfs cute? heehee okay you see my point >< well. tmr got the cip thingy thing so i shall go sleep now (:

buaii ^^

i've changed it.

2010-12-10T14:04:00.002+08:00

okay there. i've changed it.

hmm ithink it's really simple as you all can see ;) i was contemplating another one but the font size is really uhh miniscule. and i wanted to change my skin becos the font was small alr. so using that would be like visual suicide. haha i like that, visual suicide ;P anw this one's really plain but quite nice :) although i ffind that the links are really ugly :x gah whatever. i shall try to go do some work now. i haven't finished my sit writing from ytd haiii :( plus i have to do smth else. eeeks. hmm also, i finally found out (sorta) how to use an ipod shuffle. hmmm :> ohoh and, i shall try to find a way to put music on :D

see you dears ^^

hmmm.

2010-12-10T12:07:00.002+08:00

my blogskin's getting boring D: i might change it soon :) but i really don't know what my preferences are anymore :O i actually feel like changing it back to my old skin because it's so pretty :>

Lunch with Jar, Trini, Azrin ;>

2010-12-09T16:27:00.006+08:00

Heyza (; today was damndamndamn idk what to say funny :D

okay sooo affter mc's training me celine trini azrin jar talktalktalk and wait for azrin's books. OH WAIT. azrin's present is awesome (: just that she shall only appreciate it 10 years later hai ): well :P HAHA even me and jar think it's damn cool and cute hehe. anw we talk about erm, stuff (omg i forgot what alr) oh fb and hot guys and all heheheh. and then we walk to da busstop still talking and all ;) i think me and trini were talking about dramas and how sweeet they areeeeee <: esp when the guy kisses the girl whenwhenwhen ;) hehehe. okay then the bussss finally comessss. we go nex :B celine go meet her mum and sis then me jar trini azrin go ta macs~ HEH then we randomly talk and eat and talk and eat and LAUGH LIKE HELL ;> jar laugh until she cried 4 times yknow. damn amazed that the mac people haven't throw us outtt nehehehe. dk what stalker, harry potter, die halfway cry, hormonal inbalances, stomp, wayanggggg and etcetc. HAHAHA I SRSLY HAVE NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD IN MY LIFE. it may not be that funny now but srsly there and then, anything, ANYTHING was damn funny :B bahahahaha. okay then went home after i finally finished my burger nyeheh. me and jar were smsing and she said she was still laughing like crazyeeeee and people were still staringgg. HEHEHE. okay i have nth else to say now. ilovethem.

loveeee <:

hmm i just realised more and more people have dead blogs and/or are deleting them D: lots of people are moving to tumblr i guess. ~~but that doesn't mean you should delete your blog ):~~ heh well anw it's your own choice i guess :) ~~still, isn't it weird how you save pictures from tumblr and post them to your blog? :O~~

Azrin and Celine's birthdays :D

2010-12-01T17:01:00.003+08:00

heyhey :D today was damn fun man omg. i'm don't feel like typing but i shall still do it :>

hmm took bus to tampines mall and i got off 2 stops earlier cos my mama told meh there's an overhead bridge. so i saw and i just got off~ quite lost hehe but thankfully i magically walked the right way and reached dere :D then jar took bus until the interchange so wanted to go and meet herrr. went i reached the interchange she walked until the mrt alr D: anw met trini and azrin. and celine and zoe :) oh then gave celine her present and azrin part one of her present! hehehe super epic and funny :P hope she appreciates our hard work :P then we went to watch movieee :D was deciding between rapunzel and megamind. chose rapunzel in da end ;> hmm the show's in 3D and it's not bad. recommended :D went to eat seoul garden at about 1~ took lotsa chicken and beef and the works. the spaghetti is surprisingly nice :D and daan we made ice kacang and ate ice cream muahaha :P oh jar made this ice lemon tea and pepsi for trini, tastes quite nice :P oh then BEST FREAKING PART. we played truth or dare. damn epicly fun :D laughed like hell omg. the truths were nice, but the dares, oh the dares, were the best :D okay azrin's dare is to drink a concoction that we made for her (consists of ketchup, chilli, root beer, miranda, 7up, pepsi and more ;>) then zoe's one is to drink that plus soup and peach tea~ thenthen celine's one (THE NICEST) is to ask a guy (from the table beside ours) for his number. HAHAHA HERS (Y) cannot stop laughing man! oh mine was to tell she cashier she's prettaye :O jar's is to hug trini and tell her "i love you trini" HEHEHE. trini don't have. that boringgg girlie :P then celine had to go for tuition~ oh then went to make something for jarinda's sister. HAHA alot of obstacles! at first her phone no batt. then no money to payyyy! hahaha. thank goodness azrin and trini came back from pop and help us pay ;D heheh. then went to look for azrin's part two present (WALLETTT) then went home :( Nyehhhh, all in all, was a super good day :D ilovethem.

byeee (;

Hello.

2010-11-29T22:02:00.003+08:00

hey it's been a (longlonglong) while ;) i'm back to revive my blogg for a little while :>

hmmm how did i use to post stuff? i don't know what to say hehe. ahh, i rmb now. i used to talk about events in my daily life heh. hmm. oh today my mama and godma went for facial so my godbro and his maid came over for a few hours. at first he was doing this bead thingy the iron one (yknow the now very liuxing idk why; i was alr doing it so many years ago :P). then played wii :D heh haven't touched the wii for so longg alr~ must revive it :} hmm oh i had plans for bball but as usual it had to rain and kill my hopes :[ ah well. but butta and gw still came over to play with bella with consent from my dad ("the more the merrier") haha ;> oh they like tennis the best ;) then fran ask to see if anyone came and then she also came :D heehee and they played somemoreeeee. the rain stopped but still never go down hai :( oh at about 4 there was this horrible smell o-o (yes it was on the news) hmmm. ohyes i played wii boxing and my arm feels like it's falling off. training tmr. yay. ohoh then fran kat and gw stayed for dinner and we totally gossiped like bvidngodi heeeheeehee :B it was fun man! and shocking too kinda. we shd do that more often man. catch-up abit hor :P hahaha ohmy ilovethem.

ohh i haven't really started on my hmwk ohmygahh :< i think i'm gonna owe someone koi when i haven't even tasted it myself :( ah well. okay i'm gonna buy books tmr. haii everyday i tell myself i'm gonna do work but i never do! *stabs self* tmr i'll bring alot of money. have to buy present too! hai idk what to buy maaan. howhow D: okay i shall go sleep now (soon) ^^

love :)

i am disgusted with myself.

EYE results o-o

2010-10-25T19:32:00.002+08:00

Hey short one i got no mood to post HAHAH :P

Got back our EYE results today~ (: was quite pleasantly surprised heh. except for maths of course. i noe cos when i was doing the paper i was super distracted alr eeeeeeeeee. hence i got C5 for maths gahh ): oh well~ i want straight A1s next year! But it's gonna be damn bguiisnfuisbgvi hard man ): aigooooo i shall just enjoy life now :b

hmmm then traininggg~ jaxuan never come ): she got fever i think awww >: HAHA trini misses her sooooooooo much ;P oh moving on. as usual we played 5 on 5 and blah~ today is funner cos i actually get to touch the ball whooops :x aiiie anw my basics are freaking weak i think. foundations are bad ): gotta train harder ohya! :D competition is in just half a year gosh. jiayou darlings (: oh my left leg hurts shit again boo.

okayyyyyy then that's all i guess. Loveya ^-^

Stuffs.

2010-10-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hello i have been lazy so i shall blog in point form :b

Had some hiphop dance in da morninggg at the ad astra. Some people dance until damn funny srsly :> haha maybe i also just that idk only :B
Thenn inline skating~ learnt swiveling? oh something. heehee :P quite fun heh (:
Recessssss :)
HAHA then all the sec 1s supposed to watch ice age or smth and do MORE reflections but the player got problem! nyehehheheh so just crapped the whole way thru.
i was so sleeepy o-o ironic cos i was drinking milk coffeee.
shian chun zhiyan and ue tsz were playing some listing songs game and they make me name the singer. IM LIKE WTH HOW WUD I KNOW LOL :P
ookay then had this UNIFEM talk abt woman rights ? the speaker looked like she could be mr N's gf :D ! anw i slept through it but i could answer all the qns asked in the q&a :P
then aft schhhh, had MSP ohgod.
here im gonna say, I EFFING HATE MYSELF. ugh. shall not elaborate ohgod.
ohyeah i think some miscommunication then ended up jiaolian came altho notsupposed to have training. damn alot of ppl can't make it only left like 3 sec 1s :O so cancelled x)
okay then damn depressed cos of msp gah ):
aiiesh went home to watch last ep of PK! super sad it's over ):):):):
anw it's super nice luh omomomomomomo i love ep 14 15 16 !!
haha and i sorta made 2 news friends cos of PK ;) !
ahhhh and boob's hyperventilating now cos of her showwwww and the nan zhu jue award thingy! she ask me to pray soo..
I HOPE LUO ZHI XIANG WINS SO BOOB WOULD STOP BUGGING MEH :P
heheh and shian chun's going overseasss so BON VOYAGE GIRL :D !
oh tmr have ipw so i shall go and sleeep sooon.

BYEBYE ^o^

Traininggggg.

2010-10-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

yoshaa.

yknow what? i think the highlight of my life is training ohmygahhh :O haha no luh not highlight but one of them. today was damn suck ohgosh. my 5 on 5 became shit man! aigooo. and then qian yu was so emo and dao today :O so unlike her manzxc! aiiiie anw tmr training again oh gosh~ hope i don't die so terribly ): i'm like toenail pain, thigh pain, calve pain, back pain, arm pain tsk! aiyo. and im like so tired today so i'll just write one letter and go to sleep yay! i haven't done the NE thing or the singapore dreaming thing aiiiesh. aiya do tmr luh.

OMO IS THAT PLAYFUL KISS I HEAR ON MY MUM'S COM? I GO SEE :O

ohyea tmr going sch with butta :) yay~ HEH OHH, I CUT MY HAIR HEHEH. okay i dun feel like saying anything alr so i go listen to yue guang smth then sleep!

bye dears :)

aiiieeesh.

2010-10-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

hello.

somehow i feel so lethargic now. there's so much i can do but i don't feel like doing anything o-o i think today is one of my last few happy days. tomorrow training starts. aiish why can't i keep a positive attitude D: ?? rahh. somehow my mood i affected my different factors? gosh. i suckk man. ughs. i got this urge to go out and walk around aimlessly. An alternative would be to stone though. hehs why am i typing so oddly?! refer to the use of diction HAHA. aigooooo, maybe it's cos PK haven't come out yet ): omo left 2 eps ahhhh i'm so sad ): damnn it why am i always like this?! i think i spazz too much over stuff. like books (HARRY POTTER YO) and shows (YAB PK~!) daaaaang. i think i shall stop crapping now. budden what else can i doooo ): ughs my brain is not functioning properlyyyyyy >: i want to be freeeeeeee.

okay end of nbujisgufsdngsuinfsons duno what random post :)

loveya <3

Long Time No See :D

2010-10-17T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow people out there :) esp boob.

Now i seriously haven posted since the stone age :B Exams are over and i'm slacking my ass off :D everyday it's fb tumblr viikii nyeheheh. Damnn. i haven't been doing anything productive since, like, ever :P i haven't touched my guitar. i haven't been doing work for the open house. i haven't played bball since forever. the only thing i've been doing is watching playful kiss :P HAHA WOMAN :P aigooo it's so nice cannn hani is so cute and sweet but a bit too sticky. and omoo, baek seung jo is so hot :B lalalalala ;) okay im crazy (: anywayyyyyy, i'm gonna die for training on tuesday. gosh i hope i don't suck so much until jiaolian wants to kick me out or smth ): aiiee, this sucksssssss i wanna slack every single freaking day. but can't still got some post exams activities and training~ haiiii gotta train hard now.. i'm damn scared i don't improve. please let me improve ): oohyeah, my mum's coming home tonight~ yaaaaaaaay :D happyhappy. okay this shall satisfy you readers esp boob :P

loveya! :B

MIA :{

2010-09-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

hello world. haven been blogging since idk, the stone age? haha :P

anw i'm just here to tell you i shall not blog until EYEs are over :D yay! haha i can also tell you that when EYEs are over i'll be too busy playing to blog ;P haha SHEET i just wasted 1hr on the com doing nth. ahhhhhhhhhh. i shall do and do maths hmwk now ):

bye peopleeeeeeee :>

TGIF.

2010-09-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

hi boo; i shall randomly say stuff about today. one line for each period (:

science is blah. i can't rmb anything O:
went thru smth for maths which i didnt do ;x
compre TA. died ):
did some 8 minute workout thingy for jogging. rainrainrain yo~(:
very first team recesss. quite fail we couldnt find seats LOL. but it was okay (: heh there's this new biscuit which is cute :)
hmmm pigeons and squealer! rawrr mr neil is actually good yknow. he was acting like he didn't know what lms was today LOL.
erm english ah, went through some informal letter writing. today ms F like pms or smth man.. badmoodbadmood D: me and zhiyan were crapping like shit hahaha :>
HDB something for assembly! heh i was trying to sleep in so many different positions :B woah i tell you if you look to you left/right you can see like practically everyone trying to sleep. i'm serious. woah then aft that ms f ask the first few index to stayback. thank goodness i ran away fast x)) if not i sure die one zomg. hahahaha those that stand ard all kena sia! zhe actually asked zhiyan why she was holding hands with me during english ;P and she asked siyi why she's constantly talking. wow man wow. if i was there i sure die. i'm guessing she'll say smth like: and jade, why are you always not paying attm/sleeping/talking to zhiyan during lssns ... D:
msp (: stayed back for a while for extra tuition yo :P hahahah i missed so many lssns man. and i haven finished the wb *dramatic gasp* rarr. at least i finished taking notes for the tb alr (:
walked home with azrin. before that went up to watch seniors play for a while. EHHH 2 mins become like 8 mins can! azrin tan! -,- woah then also can see trackers doing some bounding (?) below. it's like wow boomzxc. yes then walked with azrin to potong pasir. actually she wanna go serangoon one lor tsk! talktalk~ she's still deepy in love. *deep sigh* :P heheheh
reached home and watsed time on com (like now!) slept for 4 hours :P

love bye. i haven do maths ughhhhhhh D:

Tuesday.

2010-09-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

hi today is tuesday. haha feels like friday yo. beiyi: everyday feels like friday LOL. i lazy type crap so i shall post abt aft training the extremely dumb thing i did :P

azrin was buying h2o. then i wanted to press smth else for her :B jiajialiangcha :D eh but too bad she press faster. next celine. she wanted to buy milo. i tried again. I SRSLY PRESSED FASTER AND THE STUPID LIANGTEH CAME OUT O; i am never doing that again i tell you i was totally forced to buy it from her >: hahahah i too gehkiang alr! hahah then i think jia le woan chin and bat were washing hands at the sink and they left their h20 on top dere^ then *cough* people went to try to take their h20 :P HAHA woan chin and jia le took theirs but *cough* people managed to take bat's. well. gahhh then oh! i hated (okay disliked) the jiajialiangcha ): HAHA then say is jia le dai yan one :P tsk but neh ask her drink luh.

okay i posted that so boringly o-o i mean it sounds damn lame to you right :P it was funneh there and then okay! blehh :> ok imma go write letters and ignore maths again :)

bye pOOples :D

First day of term 4 :D

2010-09-13T19:27:00.004+08:00

hmm hello ~ today was an okay/quite good start i guess (: thankgoddness i finished my english hmwk man :P

pe - did tennis~played with the net today. gahh i still think it's damn hard/i suck at it :P hahah during pe i felt like eatingg mac hashbrown (L)! and orange juice x) hahah :>
maths - I FORGOT TO BRING MY NOTES AGAIN. shit man. what is happening to me ?!? ugh ): i think i wasn't paying attn the whole damned lesson. WHY D; haha i think i was listening to zhiyan x) shit i think i shd go for maths tuition man.
d&t - yay aircon! :D sat at a table with siyi mabel laura and shian chun :) heh never realised laura was so lamely funny x) haha at first thought penknife very fun (NO I ACTUALLY DUN THINK SO) and easy, but was damn fail :P hahaha then ask mr anil whther he got "HANDSAW" then he point to the table. we were like: woah. really have?! but actually he heard "PENCIL" -,- tskk haha then he ask meh go use the machine. OKAY IT WAS QUITE FUN ACTUALLY :D and convenient! :D i cut one whole bag of triangles yknow! (:
recess - hmm ate with julia nad deanna mabel siyi. nth much luh ~
reading - HAHAHAH during maths i gave zhiyan a newspaper article abt isabelle li. she read during reading (duh!) aft that she did the soduku (suduku? sudoku?) w/e, anw somehow i was laughing at dk what. then suddenly mr omer was dere o-o then he asked some stuff. ohoh! he said: so you (zhiyan) are the one who always makes her (me) laugh. zhiyan: no she (me) makes herself laugh -,- TSK :P hahah then omg the bell rang zhiyan was doing some hand actiion like conducting the music -,- hahah mr omer saw and was staring at her. OH THERE'S ONE PART where she was copying my summary. idk when. then she read "please use info starting from line 19" we suddenly stared at each other HAHA. but thank goodness i started frm there *phew* heehee :P
mt - erm chenls let us arrange our stuffs and write down our score. WTS MAN. I GOT 25/50 FOR ONE ZUOWEN. wth!? gahhhhhh. woah then its like everyone cant rmb their score then mabel can rmb the convo betw. them and noe their score. wowza. i shoudl srsly buck up for chinese.
geog - went thru stuffs. blahblah nth much happened.
english - went thru argumentative.
CONCLUSION: TODAY WAS QUITE A GOOD DAY (;

HELLO I KNOW THERE ARE AT LEAST 6 PPL COPYING MY HISTORY. CAN YALL PLEASE CHANGE SOME STUFFS/DON'T LIFT/EDIT? MS L IS NOT DUMB :P TYVM (:

siyi: yesssssss i think i got ask you to marry me before lah! but you didnt hear/ignored me): haha im also aware you won't read this yo!

ohyes i think im supposed to 'chiong' lit now. and MATHS ); WHY AM I NOT DOING ANYTHING.
byebye >-<

do whatever you can to get whatever you want. quickly, before it's tooo late. i still believe in the ww3 thing.

p/s: i srsly neeeed to slim down and grow taller. ugh ): somehow i can't stop eating tho. HOWHOW ):
p/ss: ohyeah recently (this hol) i feel motivated to do hmwk idk why o-o

History.

2010-09-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

Rawr. i wasted the first half of the day.

until at abt 12, went to rvm with my mum and siss :) i wanted ipoh horfun so baad! but damnit dun have, so i ate duck noodles. everything's so expensive now. my sis ate chicken chop with was like what, $6 ?! gahhh, duck rice only $3 and so awesome eh :D! (bought for my dad) okay i see that this is boring you. hmm i haven properly been to rvm for a longlong time. well then supermarket and homee~

i officially started my homework at 5. plus x) and i did it for 4 hours. BUT IT'S 7 AND A HALF PAGES LONG YEAH :P imma so proud of myself :D ! hahah but i'm also aware how dead i am for EYE. history, lit, geog, english, maths, science, chinese. everything lahhh! aiiiish ): how!! so much to memorise + revise. suckness ):

anw, check this out. http://kring.tumblr.com/post/845444947/i-got-this-from-a-magazine-and-omg-this-woman i'm sceptical but scared too. it might be true yknow.. well. CARPE DIEM! sieze the day! there's not much time left.. cherish what you have now. because you might be here today, gone tomorrow.

okay that's enough of scaring you and and crapping (but it still stands! it might be true okay!) have to 'chiong' more hmwk tmr ): MATHS AH.

goodnighteeee yo! (:

New (old!) skin :D / trainingg

2010-09-09T18:01:00.003+08:00

hahah hello changed back to my old skin because i'm still (very much) in love with it :)

training happened today. as always ~ it's the last this week (of 4 consecutive blistering trainings). well finally some rest. but i think i'll waste it on the comp since i'm like practically immobile noww DUE TO THIS GIGANTIC BLISTER THAT BURST ON MY FOOT. it hurts like crazy man. ughhhhhh! but what to do >: hmm today did a new triangle thingy! it was fun :B well at first, then it got faster and faster o-o quite messy but fun luh. i think we did that for .. 20 mins. or 10. something. then this ba zi then 2 attack one thing. we're supposed to play ard but my group just went straight for the hoop hahah. well. then 5 on 5. we had a pro senior in our team :D that's why we actually managed to score. okay the usual messiness. then blahblah went to da canteeeen slacked awhile~ got my letter (: and then went home top up concession and buy my own food ): well at least the chicken rice was nice (:

ohoh! i played minesweeper flags with zhiyan! can you believe it she damn lucky la! anyhow click all the bomb one. and then she won me like 26 - 0 siian man! ): to butta: omg i didnt do work ): !

to you: hi you know who you are :) i know you're never going to read this but CHILL okay! dun worry so much. i can't assure everything's going to be fine but there's always hope (:

end here i shall go and eat. bye dears (:

Training.

2010-09-08T20:08:00.003+08:00

Hello world. Haven't been posting here for a longgg time yo. Sorreeh. i shall tell you about today.

Woke up at like 6. Left house at 625. Rched sch at 7. Then shootshoot abit. Started warmup at 720? Regret not drinking water before that manzxc :/ Cos today da 1st hour damn draining and no water break until itsa over >: well. jiaolian say it's to train stamina~ hmm then aft water break 3 ppl kuai gong and 5v5. i reeeaaally dk what to do man. follow the formation? gahh ): then it started raining and we ended at abt 10 plusss.

then da sec 3s ask us to stay back for the open house thing and smth else. then dismiss sec 2s D: the sec 3s wanted to explain the rules to us as well us smth else. omg i lazy type imma gonna cite jar's :D sorry idk how to use the block quote. all her "me" refers to her kay :P *I DIDN'T EDIT ANYTHING*

~START HERE~

then after training~ sec 3 seniors wanted to talk to us about our mistakes in bball and stuff~ and about bonding stuff~then talk about YR~ she is like damn fake lah~ cant stand it.. then drag on the topic for like 2 hrs plus? >o< then after YR left, we went on to complain to jiale~then we talk to muchie, she just said 'i will think about it’ then we went to complain to vice capt ~HAHAHAHA~ xD

then before that we voiced out with YR there….

celine: we think that she always act cool and her face very dao

wc(vice cap): when i was sec 1, i was very scared of shannen too cause she also very dao and scary. although after 7 mths i am still scared of her, i still try to talk to her.

HAHAHAHA! THEN NO 11 WAS SMILING!O:

NEXT~~

celine: i think she should smile more

no 11: ya,like i smile cause wc is so retarded

trini: so you mean we have to be retarded?

HAHAHAHHA!XD the conv was epic

then they want us to show them how we do pumpings

trini: cannot, like that they can see our boobs

me: aiya, then we face them with our butts

no 11: eh. stop fooling around (OOPS!)

hahahaha

then when they were lecturing us, wc was like : when the first time you all do wrongly,i can understand,but 2nd and 3rd time wrongly, i think sth is wrong….eh?it rhymes~

and no 11 was halfway reading her bio and lecturing us~ hahaha~

then we like having some debate~ then YR said sth .. then we were like okay,now rebuttal~ then we have to use PEEL~ HAHAHA~ cause no 11 asked celine to elaborate~

BUT WE MUST REALLY DO OUR BEST AND NOT MAKE ANY MISTAKES LE~ OHYA JYJY! LET’S DO OUR BEST AND NOT KENA THRASHED~ REMEMBER OUR COMMON GOAL?;D WE CAN DO THIS!!<3

~END HERE~

yay then we went home. and i slept from 3 - 730. YAY ME. shit man i totally regret not starting my hmwk on sunday/saturday. now cannot finish alr luh. see luh. damn me luh. eeeeeee ):

okay. that's all in a long time. bye :D

Recent happenings. Practically nth :D

2010-08-31T23:01:00.004+08:00

hihihi haven been blogging cos im wasting my time at some other place :D

teacher's day celebration on 31st yo. gahhh i damn lazy elaborate eh :P hmmm the concert was nice. esp the videos. so cool ~ then went back to rvps :) saw everyoneee <: hlshlshls mrs siow :} yaaay took class photos. it's on my camera but idk whr's my cable ): then went to mac to waste $4.50 on mac value lunch. value my foot luh! tskkk. went bball later. didn't play much. home :B

wednesday~! got up at like 9+ ? had to go meeet qy deanna rebecca fatin for ilead. supposed ta meet deanna at like 10. but i was 5 mins late and she was like 15 mins late :P heeehee both of us like public transport noob or smth, 2nd time taking circle line eh x) heh and still couldn't find the bishan library altho it was damn close to j8 XD we are pathetic :> then discussdicuss until 12 went to eat at the foodcourt. i was damn pooor due to the day before (macs -,-) then eateateat. went to ntuc cos they wanna buy drinks. i finally realised how prices of everything has gone up. it isn't easy to earn a living these days. went home and slacked >: (was supposed to finish all my hmwk x()

thursday. so many freeeeee periods ^-^ ohoh before that. mrs owyang talked abt IP. damn sad luh starts only next yr ): but the speech was quite funneh~ then science. ms B not hereee~ got some 1 to1 computing tho. sad x<>: well. then maths. i cant rmb anything. lit was da performances~!

todayyyy~ LAST DAY OF SCH YAYAYAY. ahhh but nth like a holiday at all. so much damned hmwk and so many trainings tooo. we're gonna have a friendly match P: goshh so scaryy >: omigod i am so lazy i duwanna elaborate anymoreee x) i shall say nth except: i slept through maths :X

OKAY THAT'S ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW NOW. oh and that i may be addicted to tumblr. but nah. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

some LOVE, byebye :)

Teacher's Day Tomorrowww~

2010-08-30T19:51:00.004+08:00

hmmmmmm, i shall talk about today. or recently :D *btw i created tumblr cos it looks fun* i shall not tell you the link :b

okay, geogggg ~ i wuzz, oh yeah, copying a few of shian chun's ans for my maths overdue hmwk :P heehee i did it okay! just that i duno how to do some *shian chuan saved mee :D* then dnt.. I DREW 10 ROWS OF TRIANGLES (measured accurately + beautifully) FOR MY DUMB MODEL. tskkk zhiyan damn epic fail can. my ruler can also be a protractor. then she draw her circle for damn long still loook like some egg tskkk!!! hahah deanna they all used the cutter thingy and they said it was fun. but they had dust in their hair :P heeehee but i can cut my triangles up with a penknife :B heheh mabel :P hmm then PE, we did the feeder thingy. i did with wan ting and a girl from another class. i sucked ): tennis is not easy i tell ya ): or maybe i just suck. well. anw we lost 3 balls but found them in da end.. okay recesssss, julia's teammate kaiqi ate with us due to some stuff. deanna went for choir stuff o: okay blahblah ~ then reading HAHAHAH damn funny i tell you. i was talking to zhiyan abt a dream i had. mabel and siyi were behind us. gahhhh i can't reveal too much cos my dream is damn nbviujndubginrdgbngo gross :P but it was so fun luh :P hmm then SEL. ms F was talking abt EYE and such ): they are indeeed getting nearer. booo; then she returned our summary. i did okay but could do better ): damn. nevermind. erm maths, mr N returned our pop quizzes. i can't believe i passed. i srsly dun deserve to man. my concept is wrong i think. smth liddat. hah nvm. (i am scared for maths): last period, chineseeeeeeee~ zhiyan was talking about her pri sch stuffs (make the mood for tchrs day marh!) hahahah damn funny i can't stop laughing sia. but i neh do any chinese work CLS assigned ;x

then training. outdooor court today. did warmup, footwork blahhhs, and a bit of shooting layup. basics. (during the layup part i sucked like some shit. i keeep travelling for dk what reason. wts man >: ) then it started raining. so go up stairs and we played 5v5. training defense. I SUCKED LIKE SHIT. i was doing centre. oh godd, firstly idk how to help properly. 2ndly, my faking is liek damn epic fail ohmygahhhhh. it's like a feeet shuffle or smth. god x( and then somehow my dribbling doesnt work. ugh. i think jiaolian hates me now ): boooooooo; haiiiiishh..

cedar is going IPIPIPIPIPIPIPIP~ but i think not affecting us eh ): so sad.

anw, TEACHERS' DAY TMR~ YAYNESS. i wasn't hyper until this morning when butta and i were discussing funny stuff that happened in rv. now i can't wait to seee everyone :P i wanna play bball with them :) i miss them all manzxc ;b

okay i stink now. i have lots of hmwk. yaypeee.

goodnight byebye :P

MSP LJ ~ / Bella's big day!

2010-08-27T22:58:00.003+08:00

heylo today got ahhh, msp lj (:

gahhh i dun feeel like talking abt classss. imma lazy :b aiiish, for the benefit of too freee ppl.. hmm science was practical ~ heng i brought my lab book B :P but i srsly duno where my textbk B is O: rar. hmm then maths i think? OMGOMGOMGOMG. I CAN'T FIND MY NOTES SIA. UGH. first time ): im so sad ): *i think i tio influence by zhiyangon xD* hahaha but she got bring today :D hmmmm then ms F use SEL to do summary eh! i completely forgot until that morning :x whoooops. i exceed the limit a bit eh. tsk i hope she wont cancel ): hmmm then jogging ? was drizzling alr. ohoh, this is the first time i slacked during jogging :P hehe. eh but aft we finish jogging then it start raining -,- tskk. recesss blah~ ermm, lit then. 2 (or 3?) more grps presented. not too bad. seems well rehearsed. Englishhhh, I HAVE NO IDEA WHETHEER IT WAS SEL OR ENGLISH. ms F disguise until so well :P i think it was sel luh.. but she nearly make us do peeel (blechh). assembly freeeeeee period ~~~~ i think i wasted it. once again. omg MATHS. shitness.

aft sch, was with jar trini celine for awhile. tsk nearly late for lj, scared mee. blahblah we went to geylang seraiiii~ rched at 3+? then had 1h to interview 2 ppl. supposed ta be one permenant hawker and one owner of a pasar malam stall ( ithink?) but we did both pasar malam ppl :P i srsly suck man. the only thing i understoood is "my name is julie." HAHAHAH i so pathetic! okay then we had like 1 hr left aft finishing both interviews. walkwalkwalked ard. nad made us walk with her hahaha :b cant find azrin's chendol.. me meeena azrin bought ramly burgers :P heeheee \m/! yummehh. and also a super exp (i later realised) drink. eeeyer i waste moneh ): boooomzxc then very fast 4 alr. go back ta sch.. on the bus i was eating :P i noe it's damn mean of me.. so many malay students fasting.. sorry ): hahaha but i started eating cos azrin fell asleeep :P heheh nurul eunice xinyi still had to go fer traininggg ~ me and azrin saw iris and walked to potong pasir tgt. then blah.

anwanw, TODAY'S BELLA'S BDAY (Y)! heee :) she got a small cake. and we celebrate abit. while me mum and sis were buying the cake, bella was in the car with me. she got so much peee, blooood and scratches on my luh i tell you. TSK! but i forgive her cos her special day ~ :P and then i ateateate ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. stooopid me ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA I LOVE YOU :D !

I'M SO TIRED IDK WHY o-o I NEVEH DO MATHS GAHH. julia wants me to go shopping with her for prez tmr. i dun feee like it eh and my maths so much ): but need to buy prez. gahh i duno how laaaaa.

ok goodnight byebye ^^

Today ~

2010-08-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

hihi~ new blogskin! nicenice i like navi but i dun like the posts centre align. hmm.

hmm today was uh, okay. first science. hahahah the google spreadsheet cant open :P then ms B ask whther we have msn somemore eh! haha in the end azrin posted the url on the classblog. maths. NANANANANANA, JUST A BORING SQUARE. hahahahah damn cute the song :P polygon thingy ~ OMG THAT REMINDS. MY OVERDUE 1WEEK HMWK ): then chinese idk what she's talking abt again ~ yadayadayada :B seems like some socratic method AGAIN o-o yay then recess. i was super poor. boo ): heehee~ ohoh then reading, i was sleeping :D i put da book under my table and pput my head on the table (: and turned the page at regular intervals until i fell asleep. luckily zhiyan woke me when mr O walked past. tskk anw was quite convincing lor :P musiccccc~ got mock exam next weeek. im so gonna die. i can't play properly de luh tskk. history. went through the judgemental. and ms L returned our PTs :D! veh satisfied with out marks but a bit ke xi lor, just becos of that dumbdumbdumb "main" factor. tsk! finally english, ms F left us to do grammar stuffs while she went fer oral. yay :D

okay then had training ~ i was supposed to go for msp for awhile but whooops i went to play instead x) ahhh imma bad kiddo. hmmm jar and azrin were like sleeeping and when jia le saw she gave that look again haha. today feeet also pain but not that bad. idk why i keeep travelling. ughughugh ): and then during 3v3, booom. i fell. again. tskkkk why i so clumsy one uh ): JAR IT'S OBVIOUSLY NOT YOUR FAULT ONCE AGAIN. this time hit my ribs ouch. but not so bad~ aft 1 rnd okay alr (: oh then aft training, we 'stole' azrin's wallet. heehee (Y) XD guess what i took. bleh dun tell you later azrin kill me. haiish then went home myself ): walked with zo until like the busstop only. i didn't noe her shoes are same as alethea's eh o; heheh anw we both mizuno yay x) ! haha today a bit late when i rch the lrt it was like 7+ alr O: andand it was damn O: cos there were like sooo many ppl waiting for the lrt zomg. probably 100+ x) damn cool hahah (okay yes im easily amused okay!) rched home. ate. wasted time. doing this. gonna bathe.

BYE :D

Ugh ):

2010-08-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i feel mean.
i mean, i rlly shdn't be doing this.

Science Centreeeee :B

2010-08-25T19:47:00.004+08:00

Hello peeepo :)

Hmmm today was uhh, quite slack :D okay i feel that this whole week has been slack. Other than ytd when we all nearly died during training. tskkk we were all like injured or smth luh. and whoop-de-doo, my toenail (yes, the one that died once alr and hasn't reborned yet) is dying again. Pathetic rightt ?!? haiiyoo ): okay so ytd had water break once at 330 and then at 5 o; i mean yeah, during hols we only have like 2 water breaks, but this is so much tougher ): haiish needa jy x(

thenthen today, had only like 4 lssns, cos sci and dnt double periods. science was okay, mostly briefing abt LJ and did one ws or smth. then chinese boring as usual :P we did 2 compre qns in the zuoye (oh yes i haven finish my zuo ye whooops x) hahah siyi was moaning and complaining abt cls ;P then maths, was quite okay i guess. i think paying attn isnt rlly tht hard :D hahahaha ohoh, had this epic war with zhiyan that dumb woman :P she exiled me or smth x) heheh w/e luh xD ohyes, since maths or chinese i realised i didnt bring my electric circuit and was freaking out. tsk i mean cmon, we were supposed to solder it today eh ~ okay so during recess i asked like julia if she have but 1N haven get yet ): then i went to ask 1A but they were quite reluctant.. maybe they dun understand what i mean? but i dun rlly noe any 1Aliens personally so.. welll then beiyi saved me :D she helped me borrow from her 1A friend (: YAY thankyou beiyi :D ! hmm then dnt, mr anil showed us how to solder. omg damn cool luh all the equipment. i like the soldering iron and the solder sucker (; ohoh and the cut wire one also veh fun (forgot what's it called alr >D) but the pliers a bit hard boo; hmm then soldered the whole circuit all by myself :D ! heeeheee sense of accomplishment can! best part is that it works :P the LED is cute luhh x) er then wan ting accidentally touched the soldering iron. poor thing eh, must be damn pain.. 200 degrees c can! haiyo wonder how she is noww. oh er also got the pink (actually blue de) foam for the model. i. am. damn. dead. i srsly dk how to do mine sia. esplanade vacuum how to do?? how to make the pointy pointy stuffs man ):

YAY then aft sch LJ ~~ assembled at 130. i sat with deannaa and nad sat behind cos cudnt get the back seat. rched there in like 30 mins. by that time it wasss 2+? had abt 1hr+ to walk ard the exhibits ~ sci centre is still nicee luh (: assembled at 325. then went to the omnitheatre. i so wanna watch beavers man ): ! hmm the sphere shape was nice, but will make you dizzy. i watched for abt 5 mins and then fell asleep x) i rmb it was at the magma part. at the end i felt someone slapping me (probably nad) xD oh but rebecca rlly woke me when she poked me xD heehee and then nad's jacket was on my face :B many ppl also slept luhh~ but a bit waste money (who ask it to be so boring x) ?) hmm then got back to sch at 5+ was sleeping the whole way but i felt like i wuz gonna fall cos aisle seat marh heh~ bball over alr.. today sec 1s only trini and jar (二人世界!) wonder how it was. went home with zo (a bit) julia celine dorothy. deanna nad butta were in front ~ rched sengkang at like 6. julia lor tsk keeeep whining abt wanting to eat mac.. heh i wanted to eat cheecheongfun~ but i was (am still) damn poor had to borrow moneh from juliaa xD $2.70 eh! waste my moneh ): i (alr) knew there was foood at home but i still bought. but it was okay and i was craving for it luh soo. tskkk then eat until so damnn full. porridge was nice :D then finally, homehomehomed ~ took lrt with julia and dorothy.. "julia lin chiong squeeze!" hahah julia is sdf cute at times like this.

today was quite fun/slack. but my maths hmwk is haunting meeeeee ): gonna go bathe alr.

seeeeeeya <3 ~ :)

P/S: slept during geog ytd. so guilty lah. ms nora's last lssn eh.. whoops ):

Lit Projecttt, nice dinner (:

2010-08-22T00:46:00.007+08:00

heyya haven posted properly in a while. hmmm had a failed (kinda) day today.

Met at cp agn for lit project at 10? Mabel was the only one on time :P hmm went to eat kfc breakfasttt. Took damn long to decide what to buy heh :B the twister sucked luh. Porridge is so much nicer ): hmm then did a bitbitbit of work then some bday party started. Went to the library. Not much diff really. Just as noisy. Rawwrrrr thenn did some stuffs until like 11/12? Went to eat lunch at food court. welll not rlly. i ate ice kacang luh cos serious shortage of money. hehehh :D deanna's jap rice and siyi's ban mian loooked damn nice or smth luh. mabel ate her lftover porridge (LOL right xD) then also bought ice kacang~ hmmm then they went to waste time at comics connection -,- blehhh :P then at valu$ got more cardboard. i tell you their stock of cardboard is srsly wth. pro man. bought snacks. finally went back to my place. did some props and wasted time until like 5. i lazy elaborate luhh. all i noe is that we're damn dead. performance on tues. monday practically nobody is free. we're dead. *deeep sigh*

hmm then went to my aun't new house for a bbq sorta thing. i brought hmwk but i was watching tv the whole time. bahahaha. im so lazy to elaborateeee. okay. waited damn long for the food but was worth it. damn freaking nice. beef, pork, chicken, salad, potato salad ~ the beef was like medium well or smth. so veh nice. then the rest was juicy and tender. ahhh can't think of proper vocab now cos im like damn ndufvnsovnso tired. haiiish. then i fell asleeep in the car :P apparently my family went to ntuc or smth and left me there. well. hmmm, half dead then, still half dead now. what can i say. i wannna sleeep. hmwk all undone. sheeeeeeet luh. tmr stilll have guitar. at least i practiced :D gahhhhhhhhh.

okay night bye :)

P/S: my previous post was the 100th one! hahahha it was supposed to be more dedicated to thanking my blog for being there but i rlly felt like posting that 2 lines XD haha and now i dun feel like deleting it. w/e luh (:

100th Post..

2010-08-19T20:53:00.004+08:00

Now i'm jealous.
But who am i to say anything anyway.

Awesome day, YAY.

2010-08-18T21:30:00.004+08:00

hihi :D

today was damn awesome altho kinda jealous jar celine azrin zoe got to go for the yog bball.. heeeheee but i had fun too okay :) ! with trini :B

okay short lssns today. aft recess jiu TOP. some skit abt sex stuff. then mr chen show us some vids. the last one was abt dementia. made in singapore. quite touching. i teared but neh cry (cmon i dun consider tear = cry lorh XD) hahahaha julia was like crying like duno what can :P okay then end sch.

aft sch was even better i tell you. i went home with awesome trini. talktalktalk until sengkang ~ [time update: 2++?] then still duwan leave heheh :P hmmm then stand at the near going up to lrt the escalator there. talktalktalk x) then saw valerie and fran. hmmm then saw luuluuu :) she stayed and talked abit also. then saw xinya. talktalktalk more. then lou and xinya left cos lu got tuition. me and trini tried to leave but when tapping out card cant go out cos overstay -,- walao pay $2 sia! and then if dun get out in 5 mins another $2 wth! tskkk hahaha. [time update: 4+] okay then we wanted to find somewhr to sit and talktalktalk more x) i saw fran agnn ~~ heee (: then went to bk :) talked. abt 5+ then went to buy stufff to eat (finallly hungry k!) talktalktalk until ppl start streaming in for dinner. [time update: 6+] gosh then talktalktalk. [time update: 7+] my mum called and scold/chase me home :P heeee x) okay then we FINALLY left bk. walk until the middle there, started talking agn. it's like damn funny luh we leave a comfortable place to talk standing XD then finally left sadly ~ hahah anw went home aft that.

my whole day was spent talking. now i have to revise for msp if not im damn dead on friday ):

on a side note, I LOVE YOU MAN TRINI :)

byes ;P

Lit Project :)

2010-08-14T20:35:00.004+08:00

Heee lit project today with deanna mabel siyi abi :)

Woke up at 9 plus :P chionged the shopping list but failed to finish x) ate awesomeawesome biscuits at 950 ?? tskkk then my phone rang yang cong and my mum on the drama page. i thought it was te com sia. until my mum told me. tskkk ;) okay left at 955 for cp heeheh. rched at 1005 late by 5 mins :P heh they all dere alr sehh. okay then all the shops not open yet so went to food court (-,-) to discuss. one hr to spare ley ! mmmm but we took longer that i think. at 1130 FINALLY finished and went to eat subway :P so exp luh but so nice (: bought a foot long one with deannaaa (: mabel and siyi sharee footlong also. hmm abi only ate cookies cos shes fasting i think. mmm then siyi left us with a $50 note at 12 >D for tuition luh. hmmm went to buy paint from pop and look for cardboardcardboardcardboard! quite hard to find eh. found it finally at valu$ :) the people were about to throww. wheeeee so went home to void deck to dooo B) hmmm, first went upstairs ta take paint. mabel came withh me to change shoes cos hers very flat then uncomfortable. sheeeesh her feet so small i tell you! okay i lent her my sis slippers (and now my sis is damn angry with me for not asking whoops x) oh and she saw bellaaaa and said shes damn cuteeeee :) okay got stuffs and went down to do
work.
work.
more work.
yay we didn't slack much :D hmmm i very fail-ly tried to cut the wings with scissors and now my muscle is aching ): boo; hahah then later mabel used penknife. hmmm abi was painting da fence. and deanna was doing damn freaking cute pig noses! oh yeah thennn there were this 2 annoying boys who came and touched our stuff. and they said it was stupid or smth. suckers luh >: who cares if they're barely 8. gosh. anw siyi came back at 3~ we were eating ice cream heh B) siyi drew the windmill plans. very nice eh. rawr then at 5 we finished most stuff. and gave up :P then went to play at the playgrd x) heehee i sat on the spinning thingy. and nearly flew off heh ;P wah if i fly off uh my injury die le can. abi left at 530. kay then went up to put the cardboard and such. siyi and deanna were hyperventilating when they saw bella hehehe :) i really love people's reactions to my dog. hmmm then siyi and deanna came in to wash hands and they left at 6. wheeeee then i went to play bball with mabel for a while heh :) played abc? and yes, we figured out the laqiuzhuanshen thing! i think.. she's damn awesome luh. i took so many months to practice but she figured it out in like 30mins. gosh. gonna ask bballers if it's correct on tues :) hmm then she went home at 645. whoooshh. fruitful day over. and that was only for the props. *dies a little inside*

bye!

P/S: we haven return siyi money!
P/SS: ohmyass i haven do any hmwk?!? sheeeeeeeeeet.

Friday the 13th!

2010-08-13T20:11:00.002+08:00

hmmm hello (:

Today's friday the 13th :) nth much bad happened heheh. hmmm let's go through the day slowly, shall we?

Science
continued on the solid liquid gas spreadsheet from ytd. it's damn stuupid luhh. so irritating one! some stuff i wrote ytd was somehow deleted ? wth. anw i was so pissed i typed in the empty column "Solids are dumb" and yay, so happily, Ms B saw it. whooopdedo. yeah, need i add, i was so smartttt to leave our names dere :P but thankfully she neh scold. hahaha she just ask who did it. then when she called us, zhiyan was confused cos she wasnt doing anything at all -,- anw i think Ms B just say "that means you are dumb too." or smth liddat. who cares tho :P

Maths
hmmm then maths, he taught some ways to logically rmb formulas? smth liddat. what else happened? i forgot. nehmind :P

SEL
HAHAH funny! topic was some teen talk (?) when can stead ? then discusss. talk alot of crap luhh. 50 yrs old stead hee :B with a much younger guy that can be the grandson. then generation gap. hahaha crap luh. 老牛吃嫩草 for guys so become 老草吃嫩牛 bahahaha :D

Jogging!
oh miss fern told us (ppl in uni) to change in to pe cos it "won't rain in 5 mins" so they did. and YAY MIRACLE. drizzledrizzle! :D then we go change into uni :D then aft 5 mins, rain stopped -,- then changed back into pe. gosh. went to jog/slack with trini and jarinda heeh :D at the track, trini piggyback me first :D walk a few steps duwan liao. SWAP. i piggyback trini~ then i think jump too high, and plus i GEHKIANG wanna run :D i fell. and trini tumbled over my head :B i skinned my knees ._. then walked/slacked to the end :) the track smells funny. then when i got to the toilet, some sweat + blood flowed to my sock! (see zhiyan i also can :P but yours more zai luh tskk) heeee washed, kinda pain but still. i brought it upon myself ): followed jarinda and trini to get plasters from 1H :) went for..

Recess
with them. blahhhhhh time passsed rlly fast. went to change with trini. then we waitwaitwait behind the wall wanna scare jarinda de ! wait damn nujfnvoscnsdicnos long XD gave up tskkk. when to sit on the swing for a fewww seconds and told trini how we scared amanda ytd! hahahah!

Lit
omg i thought my grp's script was too long. 7 pages. but i 不舍得 cut anything away. heh but when we go and ask mr neil, he say can. SO HAPPY LUH! yayyy and we meeting tmr B) eeee today i need to chiong out the shopping list eh! tskkk ): okay but im kinda excited dk why. hahahah :)

English
5 types of qns for EYE compo. gahhhhhhhhhhhhh. gosh im gonna die eh. and if fail english need stayback eh! retain. imma scared. okay actually more scared for maths/chinese/science lahh. but still. okay next.

Assembly
no assembly ): cleaned class instead. actually when many ppl are cleaning there's nth much to do. so i cleaned a bit and then slacked :D

SCHOOL OVER :) went home with trini and jingwen aft eating (celine until gate only!) HEEEE NO ICECREAM. anw i left 20 cent only! talked abt stufffffffffff. on the mrt trini make my laugh until i nearly died sia. hahaha i think it was the trini TAN. TANTANTANTAN. HAHAHAHAH! okay then she left at kovan ): then idk what to say to jingwen alr heh XD

then slacked like shit at home. wasted like 2 hrs or smth watch tbbt! wheeeeeeeee but it was nice :) penny + sheldon = (Y) okay im still on fb. and spamming walls :D heeeeeeeee fun (:

btw yi ceng (yang cong) is my ringtone noww. duee to some trick zhiyan played on wed :P it's our song hahahahah

okay, shoutout! awww poor azrin neh come today. TAKE CARE AND GET WELL YO. LOVEYA. and oh, not to mention, we saw COUGH countless of time today. feeeeeeeeel the jealousy :D

byes (:

Chionging hmwk ._.

2010-08-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hi.

i never post ytd cos i was doing smth (history?) huh no zuowenn. yeah and today i have to chiong lit. how awesome. i predict that i will sleep at 12 or later -,- this few days i just do whatever needs to be handed in the following day. haiyo, why i become liddat! aishh. also, i realised that i have msp oral next week and im gonna die horribly for it. ughhh. how do you do a 10 line verbal compo impromptu? ahhhhhhh ):

Had training today. i played horribly. thursday is formation daaay. did some new patterns. 1.2.3. rawr. apparently i shdnt move when passing the ball. tell that to my mind. it doesnt seem to understand ANYTHING. eeeeeeew and also i have some hand-brain coordination malfunction. like fer example, the behind the back thing. i bounce alr when it comes out on the left side my stupid hand doesnt seem to catch it. eeeeeeyer. how ahh ): somehow recently i play extremely freaking suckishly. and i can't seeem to block the ball OR catch the ball. aiya i got alot of problems lah. one post not enough to list them all down. haiish what to do what to do ! anw during the formation i kept passing suckishly and jiaolian scolded me ._. boo; i suck ): i wonder what he thinks of me now. hmmm. i think he thinks i suck lah. i duno how to improve ): tskk anw ohyes, i really salute azrin and nurul for still being able to train during ramadhan. gosh, i would die without water man!

okay i reeaaaally needa go chiong lit noww.

bye ):

BBs outingg (:

2010-08-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Heh hello. Went out with BBs today. Actually nearly full attendance one ! But so sad julia going out with fam. Butta sick. Wyn leg pain. Ming Yi can't make it. Booo; anw, we had fun :D

Met jo and cherry at liftttttt at 1030? They gave me my presents :D Thank You Jo for the Cookies ! Thank You Cherry for the Water Bottle ! Went down to meet the fran gw and gab. Pathetic luh 6 ppl only i noee. okay then fran gave me the same keychain that deanna gave mee !! and another 2 :D and a card :D Thank You Frann ! wheeeeeee took 27 to sunplaza park (i keep saying sunflower o-o) rented bikeees. $6/2h. Cycled to Pasir Ris (town?) park. And played the playground. climb climb climb :B hahah funfun (: ! heh then left at 1245 thought can't make it but still got sometime to spare :B

then went to tampines 1 bbq chicken for lunchh (the one with the wondergirls ambassador -,-) the food toook so long to come. esp fran's one hahaha poor thing ! 2 cream spaghetti. 2 mushroom chicken. 2 black pepper chicken. heeeeee :B the spaghetti was nice but jelut luhhh. okay then went to find wyn and lincoln ! tskk scandal hor. haiyoo. hmm then dk how we started talking abt *ahem* scary other things stories. and scary coincidences. and we all got pretty freaked.

yay then decided to go to the beach over shoppingg. fran and gw were making a crater (which turned into a girl lol :B) me jo and cherry were writing stuff on the sand :B gab was, well, walking ard aimlessly. anw the sun was damn hot and i was wearing bareback (bad choice). later when i got home i realised i had a ribbon pattern on my back tskkkk. okay then later ! jumpshots ! kinda fuun ! we all look retarded luh ! hah i always seeem to be the one in the air when the picture is taken. maybe becos i jump slower. my jumping skills are pathetic luh i tell yoo. i jump very weird one. i nearly fail standing broad jump eh. eh wait i think im veering off topic. hmmm. okay then jumpjumpjump :) realised it was like 530 alr. my mum came to pick us up :D ! gw's dad came to bring her to her grandma's housee. hmmm okay that's about all.

FUN DAY. go to fb for nicenicenice and unglam photos :D !

ohyeah, azrin's prank didn't go as planned ? i don't know. gonna meet her tmr to watch the torch bearing at cp. or some other people.

kay bye ^^

cough Another wasted day.

2010-08-08T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hi. Short one today. i hope i dun get carried away (ooh! it rhymes!)

Wasted a few damned hours thinkingof where to go tmr. Stupid luhh. Now i have no much hmwk left untouched. im so dead. Kat got fever cant come ): Julia going out with family ): Wyn leg injured maybe cant come ): that leaves us with Fran Jo GW Cherry Gab? Once again, pathetic attendance. Boooo;

anw @Jarinda Teehee i feel mean ._. *failed attempt to tagg jar*

There's still maths Revision WS, Lit script, and zuo wen. omgomgomg. im so damn dead. how to finish?!? and still have to go with azrin to the torching bearing thingy on tues ehh.. die luh die luh. hmm actually tonight can go see fireworks at harmony square (?) NDP countdown luh. but i lazy :P and i wanna sleep alr.

Byeeeeeee ):

Wasted day.

2010-08-07T20:33:00.004+08:00

stupid html error! damn pissed luh.

duwan to post liao.

YOU SHALL HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE THAT TODAY IS A WASTED DAY AND NTH ELSE (;

bye.

NDP celebrationn :B ohya OUTING !

2010-08-06T21:50:00.004+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME MANzxc. i shall try to make this long and naggy but detailed x)

firstly, in the morning. butta keeep saying she will kena caught cos her pants too short (somemore one high one low ehh!) and her shirt like orange not red. she didnt have to worry lorr. in the end i was the one caught cos cant wear leggings (i forgot! no actually i wasnt paying attn during the briefing xD) hahaha then dk what we talking abt butta said: party pOOOOOOOOper suddenly. damn nuisjvnovns funny can!!

then was the marching stuffs. was with ohya and 1P they yall :) so many prize presentations o-o was so waiting for them to say 'please proceed to the cedar hub now'. hehe. thenthen in the hub, had a concert by eldds. it was juat glow sticks and darkness! (victoria keep complaining hers not as bright as mine -,-) haha could see renee and rebecca in army uniform. and the choir(?) girls sang really well. hehh (: oh then community singing, practically everyone was doing the train thingy. hehehe funfun :D ! found trini jarinda celine together with qian yu and azrin. went to the back with all the bball seniors. started to stuff confetti into each other's shirts XD omg damn fun luhh (but horrible side effects. so many in my shirt and bra ._. when take out all the glitter stained my skin. tskkk) ohya after dimiss me and trini saw jiale and so qiao we still have some confetti :D so what did we doooo !?! TRY TO STUFF IT INTO HER SHIRT XD (our seniors damn lucky to have such awesome juniors like us :B!)

bus 81 to e!hub :D ! took lots of pictures :B and we were singinggg national day songs and being so damn patriotic :D ! trini and celine even choreographed a dancee xP aii we were just being damn retarded luhh XD rched ehub and went to fish and co. express. jarinda zoe and qianyu went to the toilet *AHEM*. trini azrin and celine all bought the fish and chips with fish chowderrrr. i didnt. but later regretted and went to buy. *tempted easily* then the 3 of them were taking damnn long in the toilet. like 30 mins luh *AHEM* celine and trini were saying must be jarinda laosai cos of indigestion ytd (rofl!) and then later make hair somemore XD a few seconds later jarinda shows up and celine changes her statement. "erm oh is zoe laosai not jarinda!' *AHEM* trini and celine and azrin follow jarinda go 'toilet'. i was like, why zoe laosai everyboday need to see?? moments later.. whole group of them walk in with zoe holding a cake. "Happy birthday to you.. " OMG I WAS SO DAMN FREAKING SURPRISED AND TOUCHED. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERRVE SUCH AWESOME FRIENDS?! \m/ i didn't suspect anything at all. (the *AHEM*s were the parts where i shd have suspected but didn't. how gullible am i ?! XD) and the whole restaurant was looking at us luh zomg ! then sad luhh the candles not lighted and the (dumb) fish and co. no lighter?! aft everyone finished eating then i cut the cake. (ohyea they bought gummies too !) made a wishhhh and blew imaginary flames ~ cake was so nice ~ heheh :D
went to take neoprints next. was damn freaking fail. cos in japp then i think dk how to read so come out all the same !! a bitwaste money ehh.. zoe and celine had to leave alr ): then kinda played the arcade bball. a bit fail hehe. wasted quite alot of time deree and then decided to go play REAL bball. trini and azrin's house QUITE near. to them luhh ~ waited for trini to bathee, and then trini wore fbts, showing off her sexayye legs :D ! so playplayplay. (btw my cake was half eaten. under the sun + dropped twice = you think what happen?) my underbaskter so damn fail. gosh. but today happy shall take a break from scolding myself. azrin went back at like 345? we left at 430 (?) took 109 back home. (i think it's one of my first/first time taking bus alone. how pathetic is that :b ?)

tried my new bball alone (:

okay nice awesome memories :) ! I LOVE OHYA MAN. (shit forgot take the friendship band picture! wednesdaywednesday. ) kay this shall be the end of this longlong draggy post. (which you shd read cos its so informative :D!) appreciate and enjoy ^^ !

LOVELOVELOVE,
jade ~

Blogskin :B

2010-08-05T23:14:00.004+08:00

Changed blogskin.

i trust that you are not blind :B i like it cos it's simple, nice, white, un-emo looking and clean. but i think there's smth wrong with the posts. when i enter once like such,

there is no spacing. when i enter twice, there is 1 spacing o-o

see what i mean? tskk and hor,when you scroll all the way down you can only see half of the last post. haiish nvm luh, i dun think anyone wants so bbadly to read my archives anw (:

so hope ya like it ! (not that i really care about your opinion :D jkjk :B)

goodnight,
jadeeee

Fun Day ?

2010-08-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

Rawr hello.

Had training todayyyyyyy. it was.. hmm.. uh.. exhausting. Jarindaa never train cos she had indigestion (aww!). i hope it ain't contagious. cos it might mean i passed it to her XD

okay moving on.. it was kinda fun actually. just that i played like shit. jiaolian say i keep on doubling. and travelling. ohnoooooo): i mean, i know. but how to change ?! haiish ): imma lazyy to elaborate :B so can you just go to celine's blog to read :D ! (www.th-forbidden-love.blogspot.com) *line uh, see i so good help you publicise leh :B* anw we did warmups and such then shooting thenthenthen, 1v1, 3v3, 5v5. so exciting right ?!? a pity i suck so much >< if not it would actually have been funner. tskk anw jiaolian says trini plays well :D ! seee trini (if you are reading this, i think not tho) you didn't have to worry at alllll (:

ohyes. narrative wrting TA. screwed it like shit. theme is 'a dream fufilled'. i go gekiang write the story of UP. (yknow, the moviee !) and the best part is i didn't even finish watching it ugh. so had to imagine the ending (i kinda noe, but super vague in my mind o-o) so my intro was damn dkjgndugndign long (i couldn't help it!) as an AWESOME result, i had no time (duh?) and the ratio of my intro to rising action + climax + ending = 8:1. im dead im dead im dead hey.

kay tmr going out with da teammmm <3 ! and monday going out with beloved bbs :b i hope they all come luh. tskk the dress code for tmr red shirt white pants. haiish i promised shian chun (ah chun in zhiyan terms XD) to wear red shirt with skirt but i fail to keep my promise ): the shirt i thought i was gonna wear (p5 camp tee. ikr LOL) is kinda small. and my gigantic smiley face shirt is long and doesnt go with sch skirt. cant tuck in cos will half the smiley face O: so now shes gonna wear sch u. ohno, sorry shianchun ):

hmm im damn sian dun feel like doing hmwk. THERE'S A LONGGG WEEKEND X) with lots of hmwk of cos ._. but still, lemme enjoy today while i go sleep/watch tbbt :b !

bye dears ^^

Bball (: PRESENTS.

2010-08-03T22:10:00.003+08:00

Today i walked home looking like an idiot all thanks to *drumroll* shianchun's box. but i prefer to blame it on zhiyan XD heheh. okay i shall cut this and skip to thanking people.

Thank You Genis for the Pilloww :D
Thank You Zhiyan Shian Chun Iris Joee for the Ball :D
Thank You Deanna for the Notebook and Keychain :D
Thank You Jarinda Trini Azrin for the Bigger Dweiji Tokki :D
Thank You Mabel Siyi for the Smaller Dweiji Tokki :D
Thank You Celine for the Necklace :D
Lotsa other people tooooo :) not only for presents but wishes (:

Had training today. i played like shit i can tell you. my shooting sucked. all the elbow shots just needed a bit moree power ): and my ball handling. oh god why do i even try to go into detail. when do i ever play well anyway ): haiish i srsly duuno if it's becos im sick or if i always suck ): i think i always suck. boo ):

anywayyyyyyyyy, HEARD THAT 1P GOT FIRST IN THEIR HEAT. YAYYY :D ! awesome siyi mabel charmaine laura (:

okayokay then, cca relays. 100m 100m 200m 400m. eunice shannen yiting yenyi. THEY WON. IT WAS ALL AWESOME. i shall not include any other UNIMPORTANT information. it was nobody's fault. basketball is a team sport. we work together unlike you (: therefore, i conclude that bballers are awesome full stop. whatever the result may be tmr, we all still love each other :B (and we know we deserve to win :B) BBALL FTW.

loveyaloads,
jadeeeeee

Happy Birthday Me :D

2010-08-02T12:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE :D !
or not..

okay i woke up at 5+ today with a stomachache. rawr. and also i wanted to vomit. okay skip all the gross parts. i felt rlly horrible and in pain luh. ohyea yuyee you that is 4 years expired still works ok! i guess such things dun expire de. okayokay then i fell asleep until 9+ WHICH IS BAD BECOS ALLL THE PERIODS THAT CAN USE COM ONE OVER damn i shdnt have slept. and actually i was alr okay at abt 7. SO I SHD HAVE GONE TO SCH LUH. budden alr so late can. so i have ta see doctor and take mc. rawr ): thenthen went to eat mac with my mum and go ntuc. and thennnnn, here i am blogging and webcam with BUTTA in chinese class ! super cute luh. and fun :D oay i think i can go back tmr. IMMA EXCITED. I WAS EXCITED. tskk my fault eat too muchh lor. indigestion o-o i shall try not to eat so much ever again.

ANYWAY, THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND GET WELL SOONS :) ! LOVE YOU ALL :D

loveloveloveJADE ^^

P/S: any kind soul wanna tell me the hmwk ?!?

Birthday Lunch(:

2010-08-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

Rawr hello :D

Went for guitar today. omg i suck. nevermind. okay thenthen went to the ritz carlton for buffet :B ! yayyyy i'm ~~getting~~ fat. ughh nvm at least i ate happily. hmm abt 15 ppl came.. my direct relatives and my mum invited her manager and family. hmm also my godparents (: wheeee. okay basically so much food luh. got dim sum, sashimi, uh, chinese food, fried stuff, salads etcetc. ohoh not to mention desserts. i tried ALL the desserts i tell you. hohoho. and there's ice cream too :B okayokay lemme elaborate. there are abt 6 kinda of cakes. namely blackforest, durian, peanut butter (?), mocca (?), green tea, oreo cheese cake, chocolate (?) blahblahblah. and so many types of mooose (mouuse? mousse?). and mango ice cream which is awesome. and some blueberry crumble thing. and red bean soup. andandand, ICE KACANG. doityourself :D ! wheee funfunfun. ohya there was this OTHER birthday girl (some princess anne rita??) w/e, who got balloons in her little private area which got me jealous. (yesyes, im childish i noe. but still, who doesnt like balloons ): ) ohyea there was prawns noodles, porridge, carrot cake and oysters too.

and then we ate for 5 hours. and grew fat.

and then i got presents :D i feel so damn rich luh. like chinese new year all over again. wheeeee(: wanted to give my mum $100 for cover a little bit of the cost, but she declined ~ so imma still rich. yay mama :D ! hahaha so my mum gave me a lap desk (to put laptop while sitting on a sofa), my sis gave me a pencil case \m/ :D, a bag from auntie jeanette, and the rest gave money as you could have already guessed (; ok so i have some free time now ( i can't believe it, am i actually done with my hmwk before 12 midnight on sunday?!) i shall watch tbbt ! or khr ! or hunt for a blogskin ! YAY :D

i'm so excited for tomorrow. may nothing ruin it (:

cheers x)

Sports Day.

2010-07-30T22:44:00.005+08:00

Hey hello.

Sports Day = Epic Fail. It rained for like 3 hrs non stop. The only thing that actually was able to happen is the jogpast -,- looks like the sky rlly doesnt wanna see them run tskk ): and then cedar became damn patriotic by like community singing national day songs for 3 hrs x) rawrr anw bougae was so damn far from ixora luhh. like 2 ends of the world. and then azrin wanted to go over but i thought can't cross over to other houses. turns out jarinda trini celine zoe were having so much fun >: tskkk ixora and garde so near ):

anw my mum came to fetch me and julia :B ! but sadly she dun let me go eat with ohya at whitesands cos she say too far >: so went to eat mac breakfast with julia (& my mum ofc). damn long never go rivervale mall alr sia. haiishh i miss rvps ): ohoh saw deannaaa, she took 86 with nad. quite fast ehhs ~ hmm but i have my mum x) went daiso walkwalk and crapped with julia. when i reached home it was like only 12/1 ?

and then i slept for 5 hours straight.

felt damn good luh, esp for a sick with flu and cough person like me. but now still have headache): or at least i feel so. hmm. and my hmwk lies undone. have to finish by tmr cos sunday sure no time one. gonna eat buffet :D and get fat. im gonna starve myself in the morning so i can eat more x) eeeeeeeeee i got so much hmwk. ohoh i wonder how is geog. i haven checked :X rawr. ehhh, w/e i shall ignore everything i just said and watch tbbt :P

bye :)

Fluey ):

2010-07-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hello i consider today as the end of the week (: anw i have a sexayye voice due to 1, sore throat ytd and 2, flu today. i personally think sore throat voice sexier cos low and husky. flu sounds veh nasal o-o

Rawrr okay. erm. Yesterday no msp budden training alr started, i scared go alone and there was some work to do so i ponned first part with trini and waited for azrin's csp. Gosh i feel bad. eeeeee i get guilty way too easily. i can't lie. okay so anw there were like only 12 ppl cos so manymany went for the jog past rehearsal o-o then there were only 6 pairs. So during 2 on 2 there's barely any resting time ): annd then played 3 on 3. OMG I SUCKED. and then i think c duno how to play or smth one, when it was OBVIOUSLY MY fault, he go scold trini. LIKE WTH. eeee i suck man ):

Had training today. Late one. i wanted to do abit lit first (at least assign things right!) but they were kinda ignoring me (aww >:) so go train first (: OMG M BALL HANDLING SUCKS I TELL YOU. everything can't one. even pullback. i was like the last during the 四折 cos of my stupid 拉球转身. ughhh. damn it. damn me. and i keep dribbling on the spot. cos i scared the opponent steal marhh. but seems like it's even easier for them to steal when im not moving. eeeeeeeeeee howwwwww ?! ohoh and jiaolian alr choosing ppl for C/B div' O: cool and scary. gosh i hope i get in. but i suck so much how ?! eeeeeeeee omg.

ok i think i shall end here. tmr sports day. and geog need to hand in by 3pm tmr if not no mark ohmygahhh. eeeeeeee wth luh ):

Hello. Surprised ? (:

2010-07-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

it's the middle of the week. i have lots of hmwk. and im blogging. how nice am i (: ? i have ta shut down the com aft this if not nth's gonna get done. okay that sounds dumb ;b anywayy...

oh in class i was singing low key and zhiyan was singing high key for certain songs heheh. i have a sexayye sorethroat voice marh (: hmmm jogging was cancelled due to sports day briefing (sports day this friday! eggcitingg :D!)

Had training today. Feels like so long never type that alr. aww ): ohh first things first. today very feww ppl like cos azrin must go ipw (blehh siyi ;P) and yurun was sick and alot of sec 2s neh come for some reason. and half the sec 3 got other commitments o-o ? anw i completely suck luh omg. and then there are new formations again. jiaolian asked us to draw it down *MAKES MENTAL NOTE* haiish anw my shooting is completely screwed. and my lay up is like omg crap. what happened to me ?! eeeeeew and my ball handling is still zomg. ahhh damn it luh. ohyaohya ~ the dsa ppl came for 2nd round. from raffles and somewhr else -the pe shirt didnt say!- anw the raffles ppl were wearing jersey. how cool :B heh they were quite pro i think. budden one of them is like either too scared or purposely act dao/stuck up. i was clearly standing there without the ball and she walked past me and gave it to her teammate. im like wth. tskkk ><> and then im supposed to kai qiu. then i duno how to throw the ball past jiaolian (he was like standing in front of trini) so my passes were like shit damnit. he said so ): haiiiiish i sucksucksucksucksucksucksuck luh. i'm scared.

Walked home with trini and azrin and celine. Potong pasir. Jarinda went serangoon. poor thing kinda lonely ): ohohoh we crapped alot and went to 7-eleven ! THE TIMEOUT WAS 1 FOR $2.20, 2 FOR $2. then me and trini were discussing which idiot would give the cashier $2.20 for one and when he give 20cents back and give another chocolate bar, decline. omg so funny luh XD ohoh then the person (conductor ?) was there at the mrt. before that azrin was openly eating her timeout (she let me buy one from her so nice right :D). andand i alr opened mine and i put it in my pocket. it was like damn obviously sticking out tskkk. but still :P then the train was so full azrin went to another carriage. celine left at kovan and trini and azrin took to sengkang with me (: ! so grow vegetable luh :) ~

Home ~ finally. then food but i'm not eating. there's work but i'm not doing. bleh. i have damn super freaking alot of hmwk to be done by today. -im so dead man- tskkk i completely wasted monday luh. there, another reason why i suck. gahhh i duno why i become liddat sia. i used to actually do my hmwk on time. like a few days before. GOSH I SUCK. ok gonna eat/bathe. then SHUT DOWN THE DAMNED COM THAT'S SO DISTRACTING. and do some reaal work.

Byeees x)

Offhand.

2010-07-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

Two souls of different worlds,
One so happy and free.
The cause of a terrible heartache.
The other in excruciating pain,
Bound by the thought.
A special feeling.
An attachment.
Some sentimentality.

Are they destined to meet?
An mere acquaintance,
A friend,
A soulmate.
At different stringencies,
Tied together by the thread of life.

Or will they remain two separate bodies?
As cruel fate might be.
In a hazy memory.
Never meeting.
Untouching.
Watch as they drift silently away.

My lips are sealed.
Possibilities, possibilities.

random thoughts.

2010-07-25T14:19:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we don't let you have your way because you're right and we're obliged to listen. We let you have your way because we actually treasure our friendship and have no other choice.
i wanna do something about so many things but i don't know where to start.
Everything would be different if i just tried, huh ?
i miss that.
Art, is a waste of money.
It's funny how being inhuman is a bad thing when people are so horrible.
Augustana - Boston: You don't know me; you don't even care.
"Love is not a sprint. It's a marathon. A relentless pursuit that only ends when she falls into your arms... Or hits you with the pepper spray." ~The Big Bang Theory~
Everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.
The worst thing is being good but not good enough.
Can you be happy and sad at the same time?

hi again (:

2010-07-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

heys. 2nd post today. to make up for the week lol.

gosh just now my com fainted/lost consciousness. firstly, can't turn on O: secondly, all the icons lost and time reset. eeeeeeeee so weird. but it's okay now *thank goodness* dun die on me again naughty lappie >:

anw went to jog just now heh :D and then ate alot. gahhhh no wonder im still so fat. omg i wanna get thinner luh. i'm like super fat ughhh. and no, i dun want muscles. they're weird and disgusting mann ~

lalala. i have nth to say so im gonna crap until the scroll thing comes out :B (i hate short posts). hmm let's see. -random stuff-

i dun like to be the leader cos im always damn scared to be the one that cares the most. if nth is done, it's like your fault yknow. that feeling is damn horrible.
i need to eat lesser. if not im still gonna get fatter damnit.
i keep saying damn it. and ohmyass due to zhiyan hahah x)
that day chor ying was flipping thru my handbook and saw some stuff i think. (no, i dun blame her. i shdnt have wrote such weird stuff o-o) anw i think it sounds like i have a bf or smth but i srsly don't. it was purely random. really.
i feel like im not trying hard enough. how can i try harder ? ughhs.

ok the scroll thingy came out :D ! my job is done here (:

byes :B

Another week long post.

2010-07-24T14:43:00.004+08:00

Hello dearests :D it's been a week. somehow i dun feel like blogging (sorry azrin!) i'm lazy :B ahhh anw here's a week long post for you.

19th July 2010
hmmmm monday my only free day ~ ! but can't stay back and study cos mum came up with some duty roster thingy where im supposed to vaccuum the house (?!) soo, trini, being my MOST GROW VEGETABLEST friend ever, went home with me :D ! yay zomg she's awesome. had fun talking and crapping loads (:

20th July 2010
Had training. hmmmmm. uhuhuhuh, i can't rmb anyth ohmygosh.

21st July 2010
ermms, ohh! went for msp first. meena went somewhr and came in like 10 mins late so i was lonely ): mdm zetty says ORAL is gonna be the whole percentage for term 3. zomg luh ! i can't talk. grahhh. but anw it's basically a qns-ans thing. so it MIGHT NOT be that bad. hmmm. smsed azrin repeatedly but she still never wait for me (omg i am so sadded >:) haha jk luh it wasnt that bad (: then training, felt slack. but apparently not for them. when i came they haven water break yet sia. then trained for like 1 hr plus alr i think. tskk poor things. the first part is always the hardest..

22nd July 2010
CHINESE EXAM ! not much comment. felt slightly easier than term 1 and 2.
ORAL ! omgomg i was the first person cos shian chun cudn't go ): ! but surprisingly, in all my primary sch years of life this was the first time i wasnt that scared. maybe being the first person is a good thing. gets over and done with quickly. oh the picture was supposed to be a lecture or smth but i so gekiang go say foreign language class. tskkk im dead luh. and i didn't describe what they're wearing. there's nth much to say luh. andand the convo, i damn scared i heard the qns wrongly. ahhhhhhhh. was it learn or feel abt the computer?? gosh i duno sia. anw kavitha said i talk the longest cos the rest went to speak she still waiting O: so unlike me luh, i talk very little de siaa. hmmm anw, TRAINING! hmmm, when me and azrin got there, i think jiaolian was scolding them O: smth abt 不是怕做太少，是怕做太多.. gosh scary luh. then did new formations. kinda hard but okay once you get used to it i think o-o ohohoh ! played 3-on-3. QUITE fun. but i srsly screwed up. once i had the ball then they were like so many ppl ard. (on my side: trini, jar. other side: celine, azrin, qian yu) then i think i group with azrin too long or smth, i EXTREMELY BRAINLESSLY AND STUPIDLY threw the ball to azrin. and then she had this epic confused face which was super cute but still not enough to make up for my embarrassment. celine still said it was okay until a few seconds later when she realised it was stupid too. then me trini jarinda vs woan chin jia le shannen, shannen was guarding trini then tripped over her leg and fell i THINK. sprained her ankle O: ouch, poor thing.. anw, went home with trini, azrin, celine (: ! yay then we crappped alot agn and they bought FOOD from 7-11 daylight robbery place. ohoh, we were discussing how to not epic- faily eat it i think. zomg so funny luh. i think i saw nad on this day (:
damn it, i feel that i'm not trying my best. what happened to me ? gosh.

23rd July 2010
hmm fridayy, no msp (: ! wanted to go home with jarinda, trini, azrin, (celine, amalina?) but celine mum picking. and jarinda wait until cant wait le so she went off first. cos trini meet mr ng to ask abt smth took quite long. and azrin pack so slowww ~ hahaa anw as usual talktalktalk luhhs.

on a side note, i shd srsly stop lending ppl money. i can barely keep track luh. and im broke also yknow ): and, i need to put in more effort for bball..

kay done bye peeps ^^

P/S: i opened the chocs qian yu gave (yes, just opened) and it exploded ): now its furry and all over the place..

Week long post.

2010-07-16T21:36:00.004+08:00

Hey my dears. Haven been posting for like the whole week. it's either lazy/no time/nth to sayy. Ok actually there's lots to say cos it's da sports day weeeeeeek. But dun blame me too much and appreciate this kay (:

12th July 2010
Nth much happened on Monday.

13th July 2010
Wheeeee 10x80m D div' relay ~ 1P ppl in order of sequence. Roshini, Sher Sia, Abi, Xiang Lan, Mabel, Nadia, Siyi, Me, Shian Chun, Azrin. Damn exciting can ! When siyi passing baton to me she refused to let go so she ran past me. at first i thought it was my fault that i neh take the baton, (i still do). but anw we lost a few seconds >: Then 1S was super fast. and 1C was like 1 second behind them ! Pro. ohoh at the end azrin was chionging. and it was damn close to charlotte. But azrin won :) ! heheh so we got 3rd for that heat and overall 4th. omg sadded. then talk abit and went for training. the attendance that day was kinda damn fail man ! only a few poor sec 2s and one sec 3 and one sec 1. until we came, that is.

14th July 2010
Ermmm, Jarinda, Celine, Zoeee and Qian Yu had event. Poor zoe fell and scraped her knee. tripped over celine uhh. thenthen uhh they did well :D ~ and traaining felt kinda slacked cos there were damn little ppl agn due to sports day, marina barrage and more sports day. training ended early. and thenn we went to watch them :B ok luh qian yu only cos the rest finish alr. budden lotsa bad things happened. so yeah. kinda a sad day >:

15th July 2010
Thursday. Yesterday. Training cancelled for some reason o-o Then i take over fatin for 1500m cos shes not feeling well >: i srsly duno whther to go cos the ppl are like super fast. but got class points. so i went to run with qian yu and amanda. if under 8.30min i will run. and the timing was 7.37. but thinking abt now, if i got smth like 8.20 and i went to run, i wud srsly have died. and become like one of the last. gosh >: anw i decided to run for the class points :D

16th July 2010
Today, 1500m. i was freaking out. goshh. ran with zoe and qian yu. they were damn fast. zoe could have been faster if not for her leg injury (refer to wednesday). and it was raining so it's even more pain o-o ! qian yu didnt stop and she got 9th (: zoe got 12th i got 13th i think. i duno whther to feel happy or sad. for now i feel pathetic ._. but anw i broke my own record so i shd be happiee. oh yea for the c div' nurul got 3rd and amanda got 5th :D ! yay bballers are awesome. but the first for sec one is like porbably 5 min + ahh whatever (: ohoh then we went to watch long jumps. they all super pro but their jialiao is super scary. "pain is nothing." god. one girl cracked her ankle and i think he scolded her (did he ?!?). anw it was super bad. but all 3 of 1P's jumpers got into the top 8 :D Mabel, Charmaine, Laura :> ! And then one time laura jumped i think it was quite good then she was so happy she jumped ard and totally messed up the reading O: ! it was damn omg luh ;O and then the proest one of them all broke the record by o.o2m i think. super pro luh goshh. went home with trini and azrin (and zoe?) aft that. we were discussing bball stuff hehs ;P bballers are damn awesome. ilovethem :D

throughout this process of heats alot of trackers cried i think. becos they didnt beat their own record or smth. gosh they really give themselves alot of pressure and push themselves so hard. no wonder track is niche.. damn scary but sorta good too. cos liddat they will keep improving.

kay done i think im gonna do geog and sleep (:

bye dears ^^

Ohnoooo,

2010-07-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

Gahhhhhh,

I'M GETTING FATTER.
went to the cp to return book just nowww. due today luh. and was forced to buy food bread and such -,- wth luh. then now when i'm not hungry i keep eating just becos there's food. why the hell did i buy stuff. why can't i freaking stop eating. where is my self-control ?!?!? fuck this. i hate how horribly i manage my life. foood is my frenemy. goddamnit >:

it's 1130 and i justtttt took out my first piece of hmwk. wth right. maths patterns. gosh why do i suck so much. i have to take control of my life and not just crapping sit there and get fat. oh how i hate myself.

anw i replaced the tagboard becos i think that's the main reason i am obsessively stalking my blog :> the tagboard is the only change there is, isn't it ? well that's what gives me smth to look forward to i guess. so please bear with the screwed up tagboard for my entertainment.

sheeeesh guitar lssn tmr but won't get the results so early i think? maybe in 2 weeks. not that i have much hopes on it ): i screwed up big time and i know it ,_, booohooo bang ><

Shall end my 2nd post of the day here.
Night peeps ~

New Skin :D !

2010-07-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

Hihi :B

Went jogging today :D yay me. Today is the day to make a change i thought, (lol) :> Ran 3 rnds at anchorvale dere and amazingly it appeared to be 3.9km o-o hmmm. that's srsly suspicious. But w/e luh :)

anw wasted like 3 hrs looking for a blogskin cos i was bored with the riddle of red ~ i have high expectations :D like eg.
1. The tagboard part must now be in specific colour cos idk how to change the colour x)
2. The width must not be so widee cos i want my posts to seem longer ;P
3. Layout must be centralised.
4. Must not be in entirely black and white. (i mean, it's boring yknowww ~)
5. Preferrably the scroll down type. altho i chose navi the last few times and now ;>
etcetc. (yeah i'm picky right :D)
so now it's this curiositykilledthecat thing which i think is kinda cute :D but the tagboard is so screwed (ok not rlly). and i duno how to make it to the centre. so.. i'm gonna remove it :D yayayayay. and it's dying anw. where have all the nice people who tag my blog gone ? ):

ohyea and the drug windmill is so fun to make :B ! and it's hypnotising O-O whahahha :) ~ ok i shall.. do some hmwk now i think? afterall i alr wasted half a day doing up the blog. so appreciate the change my dears (: gahhh no one is onlineee. i think they went lulu's party. rawr my mum dun let me go >: so im bored now. OHYEA MY LIBRARY BOOK IS DUE TODAY. crap it. gotta return it later.

Bye Dears ^^

PTM.

2010-07-09T22:12:00.003+08:00

Yo. Haven been blogging cos i have not enough to say :B ( i like ma posts to be long to show that im not slacking :D rawr i write in pt form kay. i wanna sleep ;>

1. Today was okay.
2. Pop quiz for maths kinda crapped. i duno the y = mx + c ;{
3. Ms Begam explains conversion better than Mrs Toh.
4. Completely screwed Lit pop quiz. Half of it blank. Other half guessed.
5. Spent too much money on food.
6. i am going to fail Oral of any language.
7. Didn't getta go for camp facils selection. Sheeesh ):
8. Watched heats with Trini, Siyi, Celine, Zoe, Azrin, Qian Yu (:
9. Siyi is damn good. She cheers for ppl that she doesnt even noe.
10. Realised how fat my legs are. Abnormal. Ugh.
11. Basically my parents went to sch for a talk with Miss Fern of abt 10 mins. With generally not much content.
12. No one is tagging my blog ):
13. Finally finished Animal Farm. -SCREW NAPOLEON. I LOVE BOXER :>-
14. Tired.

Night (:

changed how?
too bad you're not mine to hold.

It's Over.

2010-07-05T19:14:00.001+08:00

Yo (:

Guitar exam overrrrrrrrr :> ! yayayayaya :D don't know the results yet. can't say i did very well. But still.. IT'S OVER. yay omg so happy :D ! I mixed up 2 scales and made some mistakes. I know for sure my aural is screwed. And my sight-reading is totally ughhh ): But that examiner was quite good. At least he played it again (: blehh :P i srsly hope i pass x-x ~ i mean, OMG LET ME PASS :P

Haiish my mum dun let me go bball ): Sian one lor. wth nvm -,- gahhhh there's sch tmr and i didnt even touch my hmwk like wth. Do i even have hmwk ? hmmm. Nevermind ;P anw there's training tmrrrr ~ and my fingertips are blistered and my arms are aching from practicing guitar like hell ;> heheh. but i hope my last minute chionging pays off ):

Shd i go forr P4 camp ? i scared i dun get chosen sia ): They didn't choose me for P5 camp.. Rawrrr i wanna go with fran ): Haiishhhh i feeeel likeeeee doing stuff.

Ok Bye.

Go Me.

2010-07-04T21:00:00.001+08:00

Today, my guitar teacher was absent. The relief teacher told me that I was playing my scales wrongly and certain parts of the song had to be repeated. She then implied that she thought I would fail. I have been practising for 6 months and my exam is tomorrow. FML.

Go Jade.

Rain, rain go awayyy ~

2010-07-02T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hey.

Today was totally unhappening. Like seriously boring o-o but there's no hmwk for the weekend :D ! i think. ohh but i have to at least start on the ilead proj. gahh crap i have like 6 mths left to do it zomg. nononono >< ~ geeeesh i think the only fun part was going home. no msp today cos mdm zetty still sick oh ~ ): wanted to go home with jarindaa. then it was raining. we didnt bring umbrella. awesome right. butbut, zoe and trini also going home :D ! so share umbrella. Trini's one a bit spoilt but still can. And zoe damn awesomely smart luh ! umbrella auto one also duno how to open sia ;> ! tskk :P so we walked and talked and got repeatedly drenched. like no umbrella liddat sia. my blouse nearly whole thing wet. and my skirt, has this WEIRD shape of un-wetness in front. and my butt shape behind x) cos it was covered by my bag ma XD had a harddd time closing zoe's umbrella man. and trini asked me to keep/throw away her umbrella. like LOL. keep for what. 定情信物 ar LOL. if im her new mistress then im her 3rd woman sia hahahah ;> (jarindaa ish second :) k then went home. and i watched hptx for the whole day zomg o-o ! at 11 alr ~ :)

k done bye ^-^

i think i change my stand too easily. i get affected too easily. gahh i rlly dun like this abt myself.

RawR :>

2010-07-01T20:56:00.003+08:00

Helloooo;

Had training today (yay im saying this agn). 3 days in a row, every single week O: tough much ? but yes, cedar bballers are awesome ppl who will not attempt to pon training ;> So yeahh today is the last training of the week. Whichh means we have 4 days to slack :D hahah (: just now 1 on 1 i suddenly stop and hold the ball. i have no idea why. i think my brain is fried man. i didn't even need to stop :{ jiaolian say sometimes i still cant control the ball properly. Rawrr :B gives me smth to work towards tho (:

Today was kinda slow? i kept saying the f-word during science cos tchr keep chging the slides so fast! gahh was super pissed. but control yerself JADE! & i thought maths was the last period. cos it felt like it o-o did some grp work thingy abt patterns and i understood approximately 40% ._. grped with mabel, siyi & uhhhhh, andrea .. so yeah.. shd start paying more attn in class cos im super sure i'll fail smth soon if i dont. gahh i suck ~ and then we did some grammar practice in english. simple i guess. i think the tchrs can do much cos many ppl are at syf ~ JIAYOU TO THE PPL WHO ARE PERFORMING FOR SYF :) it's this saturday. anw was playing with siyi's domo. it's crapping cute. charmaine probably thinks im crazy cos i keep talking to it ;P so yeah shall stop soon. btw this is the 3RD TIME im typing this post. COS OF SOME STUUUUUUUPID HTML ERROR. ugh. this better work. last but not da least,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEANNA ~ stay awesome & iloveyou always :D !

k byebye :B

2nd day of term 3 O:

2010-06-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey. i decided to blog sooner than later :D so here i am, hmwk undone, not bathed, sitting here blogging on the 2nd day of school. i.am.dead.man.

gahhhhh first day went well. nth much to say i guess? siian it ended pretty soon. blahs.

ok 2nd day funnerr :> skipped lit cos Mrs Ou Yang was addressing us o-o it was LIKE quite funny ACTUALLY. hahahahah ;> she's cool yeah. and thennnnnnn, during english, WE CHANGED SEATS. actually i didnt want to change cos i have grown to like valerieeeeeeee :D butbutbut i changed place to sit with .... ZHIYAN ! wheeeeeeeee (: heheh was happyhappy luh. and Miss Fern said she tries to place not so close ppl together. woah. haha. and siyi ishh behind me. geeeesh siyi and zhiyan are ALWAYS sitting so close.
Term 1: siyi infront of zhiyan
Term 2: siyi diagonally behind zhiyan
Term 3: siyi diagonally behind zhiyan
Like wow O:
okay then had last lssn of homeecons ): made sponge cake. shersia is the awesomemest home econs partner ever :D haha ok not to that extent. but shes nice luh. the sponge cake was quite dry. while is like a bit fail. but still, nice (: i ate it with icecream :>

Then blahblah, i wasnt listening during maths, crap me. i should listen !!! if not im gonna fail man ): haiish i dun wanna ): siyi pasted some stuuupid post its on me and zhiyan -,- but it was kinda funneh.

Ok then training, srsly something wrong with me today. My layups are like not accurate at all ?? Had a grand total of abt 10 that actually went in ._. out of like 30++ ? failness man ! and my 1000ml water bottle proves to be awesome ;> hehs, bought sandwich with jarindaaa for cheaper price ~ ! yummyyyyyyy ^^ walked to da mrt with zoeee, but i totally neglected her cos i called mabel to ask abt the prez and got carried away. SORRY ZOE ):

Went to cp to tryta get deanna a prezzie cos mabel couldnt find it at J8. I FOUND IT ! but i was super super broke and couldn't afford it. like zomg, sorry deanna you're gonna get a belated prezzie ): i shall get it tmr. oh there's training tmr. how wonderful. ok i like training. BUT i dun like going for training aft msp ): haiish nevermind, let's see how it goes O;

ok i shall shut up and go and bathe now.

byebye <3

Bball (:

2010-06-27T21:37:00.003+08:00

Heys continuationn.

i dun like to add on things to a post so heres another (short) post.

Played bball with jo, kat, gw <3> and uhh, i duno? butta was like telling me to catch the ball that she anyhow throw. if i dun catch it 5 times, i will be sprayed like 10 times? she's crazy :P and she keeps asking me to play grandchase o-o i downloaded alr duno whther i wanna playy. gahh anw aft that went to gw's housee. raided her fridge :B found hershey kisses. ate :D haha sorry gw (: but we later found out how exp they were. 6 usd for one packet. like eating gold, jo say O: went home at 645. fun day.
i love them :>

gahhh omgomgomg. its 1030. i have lots of unfinished hmwk. woooooots. im dead. yay~ an duno wther need to copy hist corrections. its first period in the morning wth. -dead- gahh anything luhhh. oh btw this might be the last post in a long time. depending on whther i feeel like blogging :B maybe i'll feel liek it tmr. maybe in a month. teehee :D anticipate ok :B

byebye.

i. should. practice. guitar. like. crazy.

Playground. Shopping. Hmwk ):

2010-06-27T13:15:00.002+08:00

Heys. Long day ytd. No time to post. So here it is.

Went to er giant in like early afternoon ? Ate duno what. bought some stuff from the supermarket. and went home ? ok i have stm pardon me ;>

Then went to grandparent's house on the pretext of seeing my baby cousin. But My uncle and auntie brought her out. Aww. So ate awesomeeeeeee foood that my grandkma cooked :D My 外婆is awesome :D i love her ^^ and my grandpa. gahaha. ok then my and my sis went to the playground. (COS GOT SWING) but ppl take alr. so we wait. and wait. and wait. the 2 girls were hogging the swing i tellya. my sis was so pissed. and being extremely vulgar, she wanted to tell them to "f*ck off, b*tch(es)" hahaahaha my sis is awesome right. yea then i chged seat. and there was a GREEN spider on me. i screamed. (duh?) then i cant stand it alr (we wait damn long sia) go stand beside the swing. then when the girl got down another girl went up. like wth. and then the 2nd girl got down a boy got up. yes, i noe, i could have told them to screw off. but im too nice. and i dun dare :X so yeahh. and then i finally got the swing when that guy left. swinging brings back memories o-o haven done it in a longg time. makes me dizzy with excitement (literally). then my leg was cramping cos im too fat. cant sit dere properly (damn pathetic right?!) and another girl came. so i got off. bahahaha ;> left my grandpparents place soon aft cos my cousin haven come home yet (they went to universal studios and sky park. both sold out sia!)

went to hougang mall and cp. shopped. as in really shopped. see and buy. spent lotsa money :D so happy i finally got a bigger water bottle :D ! wheeeeeeee. and i bought(small) strawberry slippers. gahahah ;> and got a lot of other things too. splurge :B rched home at like 1030. bathed etc until 11.

then STARTED on my yuedubaogao. i thought very fast can finish yknow. like half and hr or so. and i told my mum i wont put in so much effort. but.. lo and behold. i finished at 3am. wth right? exactly. yea but whatever luh at least its done. and i stilll have some touchingup to do. enjoyedu havenn finish. sian i hate it. the tchrs dun even check luh wth. and my science is like blehh left so many blanks. and i haven done lit and music. i dun plan to actually. and i haven finish reading 1, the book thief. 2, animal farm. gahhhhhhhhhh im dead. but yknow what im gonna do ?? im gonna go and play bball. screw hmwk. who cares ;P nah im guilty i might do some.

just now on the mrt, i saw a lil girl, probably ard 3 ? crying, whining, wailing. i think she wanted to sit on the seat her older brother took. and she was like: move away. *cries harder* but her mum didnt get her brother to move. luckily. kept asking her to say please. but as all children are, they think by throwing a tantrum they will get what they want. apparently not so. luckily her mum didnt just give it to her. she must learn. this is the way. all of a sudden, i think children are overrated. i mean, whats with all the attention -,-? they're just little monsters. if i have children someday, i will probably die of depression or end up disowning them. hahs.

anw, TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF THE JUNE HOLS. zomgzomg. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh): who cares, im gonna enjoy it :P

ok gonna go do some hmwk and tryta be less guilty. and then go play bball :D ! might edit ltr.

Bye my dears (:

Happy day (:

2010-06-26T01:05:00.007+08:00

Yo ^^

Had training today. The Arena is damndamndamn dirty. And we have to do krunches and all. Super gross. Then later our shirt all black sia. Esp celine's man. Epic. But today was fun. Last training of the hols yo (: And the drills were funn ~ But it was raining so many ppl fell o; kelian.. and then we played 2 on 2 and im finally starting to feel some moqi with ohya :D happyhappy :> and then at the end, jiaolian gave some conclusion thingy. He said we all improved in general (which is awesome), esp the sec ones (which is awesomer :D). He said i improved which made me sdf happy ;> gahahaha. *ego boost* :D yep but i shd stop if not i will start to sound egoistic (: nvm tho, we shall keep improvingg. GO OHYA :D ! p/s: i got cut by a rusty screw. and it bled. i'm gonna die of an infection ~ !! ): XD
I LOVE CEDAR BASKETBALL :D ohya ftw !

actually i wanted to finish my hmwk by today. but i failed miserably again ): i couldnt even think of work when i rched home. and i was alr muscle aching like crazy. my shoulders. gahhhhhhh. so i went to sleeep :D and i woke up at 6+ feeling so useless. and i had my LUNCH at 7pm :D then continue lazy ard, watch some hai pai tian xin XD then went for DINNER at 10+ (im becoming like butta) then reached east coast at 11? ordered oyster, chicken wings, wanton noodles, stingray, cockles and sugarcane. cockles are a cheap substitute for escargot. ate until 12 :B im a fat kid :> ! yay \m/ ~ hahahah then rched home at 1230 or smth liddat. then bathed and blah and im here doing this when i shd be practicing guitar O: nevermind, i like to blog :B memories yknow. im gonna read this when im 70 and smile to myself :D

i think my family talk more when we go out o-o at home we are say smth then laspe into silence for hours. becos we have our own comps and stuff to do. technology ruins. relationships and the world. gahahah ok that's all for today. i wanna go and collaspe into bed :D !
I LOVE MY FAMILY :D !

G'nighte~

Screw Hmwk :P

2010-06-24T16:48:00.003+08:00

Hellolo :D

Had training today (SEE WHAT I MEAN). it wasn't that bad. it's actually getting fun yknow :> yay (\/) ! one dsa girl joined uss. maybe she's been cfm accepted alr :D ~ hmm don't know. ohohohohoho! today is the veryveryvery first time my ball went in during 1 on 1. like zomg this is very pathetic i noe. butbut i wass like sdf happy yeahhh :D andandand, jiaolian said we (sec 1s), IMPROVED :B like wooohooo \m/ ohyaaa ftw ! *overload of happiness* hmmms anywayyyy.. there aree a feww things i wanna do before th june hols end. which is like omg so fast. it ends in 3 days !! ohmygahhhh. ok so..
1. FINISH MY ~~HMWK~~ BY TMR.
2. Go and play bball with th BBs :D (soo long nvr go play with them le. imissthem D: )
3. Practice guitar. Like hell. (ohyes. my exam is nextnext monday. which is still too soon.)
yes. will i be able to do this 3 simple things? i don't know actually ):

Went to giant & ikea & courts ytd. i bought frozen yoghurtt from giant :D ! yes i reeeally wanted to try it. and it's pretty good too (: ate dinner at ikea cos the food there is the best (duh?). butbut, my mum ate some salmon with ginger sauce and warm potatoes. AND IT SUCKED. i tell you dun ever try it. looks are deceiving. ginger sauce does NOT go well with salmon. yep and then to courts. which was boring. my mum was looking for a frying pan. and a tv console i think ? yea and i rched home at duno what (fill in the blank) time. i think 930 or smth. then i lazed until 1130 and i finished my zuowen at 130. yay me ;> ! ok gonna go do a chinese poem. and try to finish reading hongloumeng in one day. (CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE STORY PLEASE :B? i just need a 50-80 word summary..)

ok buh-byebye :] !

Time wasting.

2010-06-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

Gahh helloww.

Had training today (zomg how many times have i started a post with this 3 words ?!?). Well anw, i fell during the 2v2 but that's later. gahahah :B Today is the dsa day apparently. 5 p6 ppl came to dsa. And it was a bit slack for us cos we were doing the 'auditions' with them. so when the seniors were doing 1 to 1 or smth we were doing passing drills with them :B ! gahahah ;> blehblehbleh. ahhh my brain is fried. oyea soooo.. they were very good. proer than us maybe. cos they play so long le from young lehh. And some of us have no exp one yknow (referring to sec 1s. specifically me.) gahh so hope if they join us they're not stuck up or smth yeah (: okayyyyy andand thankyou *officially* to jarindaa azrin and celine for the prezzies :D from their holidays. they're all nice.
jarinda's is a dolphin with "ohya ftw/koada" on it :D
azrin's is a wooden pencil with "tioman" :D
celine's is a keychain from hk disneyland :D (which is damn exp i tell you)
many thanks to my awesomeee teammates (: i love you all <3

anw went home and did hist ext threats mindmap. and i totally crapped it. i just tranferred ALL the words from the notes to my notebook. just that it's in a mindmap form. and it's on one page. and the words are extremely small. and they're squished up. blehh whuteverrr ;> and thennnn wyn booked court. but i couldn't go (duh?) cos i haven finish chinese (ugh!). yea so julia kat and ks went. i think they went to the library aft that. and no use for me to stay at home also sia. i toally wasted the 4 hrs doing absolutely nth. now come to think of it. WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING ? i dun recalll. ahhh nevermind. what's done is done.

regarding hmwk, i search summary for hongloumeng on the internet and they give me one crapping long thing. like wth -,-? zaaaaa die le man. how to finish reading the book in 3 days ?!? and i still have zuowen and the short story/poem. and there's the lit animal farm and the book theif i haven finish reading. zomg what happened. i used to love reading. (still do) but what happened ?!? im a mess that's for sure.

ok i shall do enjoyedeew. or, go and sleep. or, practice guitar (OMG EXAM ON MONDAY.) somedays i like it and somedays i don't. today i do. INSTANT NOODLES FTW <3 :D

Bah Goodbye.

i hate myself so much sometimes.
i dun think i'm that actually. i'm just super inconsistent with my tatse.

10 Promises To My Dog

2010-06-21T14:52:00.007+08:00

Heyya.

Just finished watching 10 promises to my dog. my sleeve is wet. it's super touching yeahh. i think i cried like 10 times or so and it's only 2h longgg. even at the beginning when it's not sad at all. it was supposed to be happy yknow XD smth like a japanese version of marley and me. i think i have a soft spot for movies with cute little puppies that grow up and die. somehow when people die it's not so sad. but when animals die it's so depressing. hahaha and at the end when socks was dying i think i was crying harder than akari ;D i was srsly bawling my eyes out ;> why am i so emo all of a sudden o-o nevermind ;X ok heres a picture. or two. or three ;)

The 10 Commandments of Dog Ownership: (from the dog's perspective)
1. Listen patiently to what i have to say.
2. Trust me. I am always on your side.
3. Play with me a lot.
4. Don't forget that i have feelings, too.
5. Let's never fight.
6. If i dun obey you, i have a good reason.
7. You have school and friends, but i only have you.
8. Stay my best friend. We must get along.
9. I'll only live about 10 years. Make every moment count. Every moment together.
10. Never forget our life together. When my time comes, please be by my side.

ok i totally copied that off the screen. and it made me cry again. omg im pathetic. gahh. gotta do stuff now. i wasted the whole morning. my sis slept at 545am and she woke me up to ask if i have bball. 545 yknow ! gahhh. nevermind i slept until 1030 anw ;P

if you're lost,
you can look,
and you will find me.
time after time.
if you fall,
i will catch,
and i'll be waiting.
time after time.

bye now ^^

Miracles Do Happen.

2010-06-21T00:36:00.005+08:00

Yoshh.

Watched 2 movies today :D online of course. My girlfriend is an agent and DoReMiFaSoLaSiDo. Bahahah first one cos i always wanted to watch it. 2nd one cos Jang Geun Suk acted in it :D gahahahah gw just finished watching YAB and she like taekyung too :D whee finally a fellow supporter. i mean, ShinWoo is more good looking yeah. And Jeremy is cuter. But obviously TaeKyung is the best duh ?!? XD ahhh and gw says aft watching you have the in love feeling. which is totally true. and you feel happy all the time. and sad too. cos its over. Gahhh when JGS acts retarded it's srsly cute i tellya. ahhhh so cute :D i shall post a picture heree ;>

ahhhhhh can you see his hotness :D its like ahhhhhhhhhhh ;B ok im crazy. nevermind. seee his smilee. ohmygawsh a lil' fangirlie dies when he smiles i tell you. when he says dweiji tokki its like. OMGOMGOMG. ok my vocab seems very pathetic here but. theres nth else to describe it :D

anw regarding my titleee.. Zhiyan managed to join SFC: hahaha happy for her. aft like so many obstacles she finally gets to join :B just noww she was freaking out cos there's no way but it's all good now :D

ohyea my hmwk plan total failure. i only did the pythagoras theorem. gawsh im so gonna die. hist. hist. hist. CHINESE. killer. gahhhhhhhhh. ok but it's 130 alr. i shall excuse myself. ohno i can't keep doing this. it will ruin my life. oh nevermind.

ok going to room nowww byebye(:

Hmwks.

2010-06-20T00:11:00.003+08:00

Hiness.

Eeeee today was boring. i think my life is boring in general luh. so cant say much. Finished the science stuffs i think. But left so many blanks. Gah. And did maths tb stuffs for the speed rate ratio. Failed to do hist once agn. i keep procrastinating. WHAT is so difficult abt a mindmap you tell me. My brain rather. It just doesnt seem to want to do it ehhs. Ahh whuteverr luh just dump some info into a branch like thingy. Still left with so much hmwk. Eeeps. The Hmwk Plan totally flopped. Yuuh but too late to regret. So im stuck here drowning in hmwk. Graahhh. Let's seeee what im left with. In detail.

1. Pythag TB stuffs
2. Hist Int. Ext. Mindmaps
3. EnjoyEd(eeew) XD
4. Zuo Wen
5. Chinese Book Review
6. Chinese Short Story (ugh!)
7. Lit Research
8. iLead Planning

Yay im so gonna die. i shall do 1 2 3 4 tmr. i hope. Oh realised it's father's day tmr. And it's alr 12 so here's wishing all the daddies out there
Happy Fathers' Day :D !

The only exciting thing that happened today was walking bella i guess. Ok luh not that exciting. She was peeing every few steps which is O.o hmm nvm gtg practice guitar alr.

Cya (:

Eeeeeps.

2010-06-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

Booooo.

Had training today. Yes and smth good/bad happened. Leaving me slightly traumatised. And i screwed up like 3 times or sth. Gahh i wanna slap myself. Ohyeaa and jarindaa got us these dolphin keychains :D damn cute kay. One side says: Ohya FTW & the other side says: (whatever nick you have) in my case, koada. bahahaha i find it so cute luh. it goes on my pencil case :D and yea, Celinee left for hongkong ytd. Disneyland yo. and Azrin is leaving in approx 3 and a half hrs. Grahhh. Gonna miss them. Hope they have fun and enjoy themselves. At least they can relaxxxx; anw tmr's training starts at 1. So i'm ...

Doing Science now. im giving up soon. im so distracted luh. dooing other stuff and bloghopping. i am so not gonna be able to finish my hmwk. why wasnt i born with more self control ): ?!? i srsly need to concentrate or sth. and ohyes i realised have to do the maths tb exercises too. geeeesh. crap man. ah nevermind. deal with it.

hmm and on a random note, i dun think i will enjoy reading my blog from a reader's point of view. it's so crapping boring. and who wants to know every single boring detail about what happened today? but nevermind. this is how i write. i'm not gonna read it anw ;P so dear readers out dere, bear with it :D

ok im done now.

Bye dears.

Dad's Birthday.

2010-06-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

Yosh.

Happy Birthday Daddy :D !

wahahaha. daddy's bday today. went to no signboard seafood at vivo. ate chilicrab, cereal prawns, mee goreng, yam ring, cuttlefish and kangkong. cereal prawns was nicee :D and crab :D ate lots, got fat ;> then went to pet safari to see dogs :B the japanese spitz is cute ttm. but its a guy. and pricey. and bella wont like him. awww ): yep no chance luh basically. yes this is my day.

realised i didnt do work today. gahhhhhhhh. all my crap abt finishing science and history? i didnt even touch hmwk luhs. huat arhh x) ! ahhhs nevermind. regret for what. nth is gonna change anw. have to finish hist and science and start on one zuowen tmr maybe. hope that happens uhh. okay gonna go sleep now. its 12. there's training tmr. see the connection. yeahh.

Ok bye.

Slacking & Studying :D

2010-06-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hiihii ~

Had training today. ran around the Potong Pasir Estate for warmup. hmm wonder how long it is. imma nooob at map reading. thats why my geog sucks XB muahahaha anw jialian didnt come so mc trained us. then blahblahblahs luh. at the last part had the liang2 zhe2 thingy. and i stupidly keep running to the free throw line when we're supposed to run to the yellow line. imma dumb kid. amazingly we still didnt lose, due to other fast people (: i hereby apologise for my stupidity.

then had lunch with butto :D wheeee went to cp subway. i didnt know that you can choose the bread and veggies. once again, im a noob. yes and the choc chip cookies were nicee :> hmm then went to comics connection, action city, popular. yknow places. felt damn slack. the feeling is so nice XD later even better, went to sit one round of the east looop cos we were feeling bored. hehehh then still dun feel like going home. so sat the west looop. west loop is funner i tellya. like a slow roller coaster ;B then we sit there very shuang still duwan to get off :D sat another round. and i felt so slack. yes i noe i sound damn swagu. yep thanks (: on the lrt we were making plans for doing hmwk tgt ;P this was from 1130-300 :]

went home to take hmwk. (surprise, surprise, my mum let me go.) so we weent to subway agn. this time with jo tooo. then we did hmwk ? i nearly finished my science. grahhhhhhhhhhh. 400-630. i am a failure. geeeeeeeeeesh. gotta do science and hist and zuo wen tmr if i wanna complete chinese by this week. haiish siianess. somehow when im at home i dun feel like doing hmwk at all. maybe i shd go out and do. cos then the computaa cant distract me. i think it works better when im out. hmmm. ok im rlly tired; gonna go sleeeeeeeep :D

Jya ~